It’s been 7-8 months since my last update.
The only reason why I’m not deleting this blog is because this blog has been with me since I was 15 and dating Alison Teo, and it contains memories, albeit embarrassing ones, that are worth remembering.
The semester that has just passed has been tough and torturous. Not just academic, but personal wise, been thinking about friendships a lot.
I need to learn to care for others, but not let their problems worry me too much. I’ve lost friends, and gained friends. What I am afraid is I lose these new friends like how I lost my old friends, and I fear investing my time and emotions in them. We live for the moment, but sometimes I think back at these moments and they break my heart.
The present is what matters now. Let friends be the ones that guide you and stay with you. people you can share your joy and fun with; not people whom you can throw all your emotions and problems to.
Adam 