The Root Of All Evil
[VI. READY]
Proud enough for you to call me arrogant Greedy enough for you to be labeled a theif Angry enough for me to go and hurt a man Cruel enough for me to feel no grief
Never could have just a part of it I always need more to get by Getting right down to the heart of it The root of all evil has been running my whole life
Dirty enough for me to lust Leaving nothing left to trust Jealous enough to still feel envious Lazy enough to sleep all day And let my life just waste away Selfish enough to make you wait for me
Driven blindly by our sins Misled so easily Entirely ready to leave it behind I’m begging to break free
Take all of me The desires that keep burning deep inside Cast them all away And help to give me strength to face another day I am ready Help me be what I can be
[VII. REMOVE]
Self-centered fear has got a hold on me Clutching my thoat Self righteous anger running all through me Ready to explode
Procrastination paralyzing me Wanting me dead These obsessions that keep haunting me Won’t leave my head
Help to do for me what I can’t do myself Take this fear and pain I can’t break out of this prison all alone Help me break these chains
Humility now my only hope Won’t you take all of me Heal this dying soul
I can feel my body breaking I can feel my body breaking I’m ready to let it all go I can feel my body shaking Right down to the foundation The root of it all
Take all of me And the drive that keep burning deep inside Cast it all away And help to give me strength to face another day I am ready Help me be what I can be I am ready Come to me Take me away
The Answer Lies Within
Look around Where do you belong Don’t be afraid You’re not the only one
Don’t let the day go by Don’t let it end Don’t let a day go by in doubt The answer lies within
Life is short So learn from your mistakes And stand behind The choices that you make
Face each day With both eyes open wide And try to give Don’t keep it all inside
Don’t let the day go by Don’t let it end Don’t let a day go by in doubt The answer lies within
You’ve got the future on your side You’re gonna be fine now I know whatever you decide You’re gonna shine
Don’t let the day go by Don’t let it end Don’t let a day go by in doubt You’re ready to begin Don’t let a day go by in doubt The answer lies within
These Walls
This is so hard for me To find the words to say My thoughts are standing still
Captive inside of me All emotions start to hide And nothing’s getting through
Watch me Fading I’m losing All my instincts Falling into darkness
Tear down these walls for me Stop me from going under You are the only one who knows I’m holding back
It’s not too late for me To keep from sinking further I’m trying to find my way out Tear down these walls for me now
So much uncertainty I don’t like this feeling I’m sinking like a stone
Each time I try to speak There’s a voice I’m hearing And it changes everything
Watch me Crawl from The wreckage Of my silence Conversation Failing
Tear down these walls for me Stop me from going under You are the only one who knows I’m holding back
It’s not too late for me To keep from sinking further I’m trying to find my way out Tear down these walls
Every time you choose to run away Is it worth the price you pay Is there someone who will wait for you One more time One more time
Watch me Fading I’m losing All my instincts Falling into darkness
Tear down these walls for me Stop me from going under You are the only one who knows I’m holding back
It’s not too late for me To keep from sinking further I’m trying to find my way out Tear down these walls for me now
Tear down these walls for me It’s not too late for me Tear down these walls for me
I Walk Beside You
There’s a story in your eyes I can see the hurt behind your smile For every sign I recognize Another one escapes me
Let me know what plagues your mind Let me be the one to know you best Be the one to hold you up When you feel like you’re sinking
Tell me once again What’s beneath the pain you’re feeling Don’t abandon me Or think you can’t be saved
I walk beside you Wherever you are Whatever it takes No matter how far
Through all that may come And all that may go I walk beside you I walk beside you
Summon up your ghosts for me Rest your tired thoughts upon my hands Step inside this sacred place When all your dreams seem broken
Resonate inside this temple Let me be the one who understands Be the one to carry you When you can walk no further
Tell me once again What’s below the surface bleeding If you’ve lost your way I will take you in
I walk beside you Wherever you are Whatever it takes No matter how far
Through all that may come And all that may go I walk beside you I walk beside you
Oh when everything is wrong Oh when hopelessness surrounds you Oh the sun will rise again The tide you swim against will carry you back home So don’t give up Don’t give in
I walk beside you Wherever you are Whatever it takes No matter how far
Through all that may come And all that may go I walk beside you I walk beside you
Panic Attack
All wound up On the edge Terrified
Sleep disturbed Restless mind Petrified
Bouts of fear Permeate All I see
Heightening Nervousness Threatens me
I am paralyzed So afraid to die
Caught off guard Warning signs Never show
Tension strikes Choking me Worries grow
Why do I feel so numb Is it something to do with where I come from Should this be fight or flight I don’t know why I’m constantly so uptight
Rapid heartbeat pounding through my chest Agitated body in distress I feel like I’m in danger Daily life is strangled by my stress
A stifling surge Shooting through all my veins Extreme apprehension Suddenly I’m insane
Lost all hope for redemption A grave situation desperate at best
Why do I feel so numb Is it something to do with where I come from Should this be fight or flight I don’t know why I’m constantly reeling
Helpless hysteria A false sense of urgency Trapped in by my phobia Possessed by anxiety
Run Try to hide Overwhelmed by this complex delirium
Never Enough
Cut myself open wide Reach inside Help yourself To all I have to give And then you help yourself again And then complain that You didn’t like the way I put the knife in wrong You didn’t like the way My blood spilled on your brand new floor
What would you say If I walked away Would you appreciate But then it’d be too late Because I can only take so much of your ungrateful ways Everything is never enough
Sacrifice my life Neglect my kids and wife All for you to be happy All those sleepless nights And countless fights to give you more And then you say how dare that I didn’t write you back I must be too good for you I only care about myself
What would you say If I walked away Would you appreciate But then it’d be too late Because I can only take so much of your ungrateful ways Everything is never enough
Sacrificed Sons
Walls are closing Anxiously Channel surfing Frantically
Burning City Smoke and fire Plane’s we’re certain Faith inspired
No clues A complete suprise Who’ll be Coming home tonight
Heads all turning Towards teh sky Towers crumble Heroes die
Who would wish this on On our people And proclaim That His will be done Scriptures they heed have misled them All praise their Sacrificed sons All praise their Sacrificed sons
Teach them What to think and feel Your ways So enlightening
Words they preach I can’t relate If God’s true Love Are acts of Hate
Who would wish this on On our people And proclaim That His will be done Scriptures they heed have misled them All praise their Sacrificed sons All praise their Sacrificed sons
God on High Our mistake Will mankind be extinct? there’s no time to waste Who serves the truth For Heavens’ sake
Octavarium
[I. SOMEONE LIKE HIM]
I never wanted to become someone like him so secure Content to live each day just like the last I was sure I knew that This was not for me And I wanted so much more Far beyond what I could see So I swore that I’d Never be someone like him
So many years have passed Since I proclaimed My independence My mission My aim And my vision So secure Content to live each day like it’s my last It’s wonderful to know That I could be Something more than what I dreamed Far beyond what I could see Still I swear that I’m Missing out this time
As far as I could tell There’s nothing more I need But still I ask myself Could this be everything Then all I swore That I would never be was now So suddenly The only thing I wanted To become To be someone just like him
[II. MEDICATE (AWAKENING)]
A Doctor sitting next to me He asks me how I feel Not sure I understand his questioning He says I’ve been away awhile But thinks he has cured me From a state of catatonic sleep
For 30 years Where have I been Eyes open But not getting through to me
Medicate me Infiltrate me Side effects appear As my conscience slips away
Medicate me Science failing Conscience fading fast Can’t you stop what’s happening
A higher dosage he prescribes But there’s no guarentee I feel it starting to take over me I tell him not to be ashamed There’s no one who’s to blame A second shot A brief awakening
I feel the relapse Can’t break free Eyes open But not getting through to me
[III. FULL CIRCLE]
sailing on the seven seize the day tripper diem’s ready jack the ripper owens wilson phillips and my supper’s ready lucy in the sky with diamond dave’s not here I come to save the day for nightmare cinema show me the way to get back home again
Running forward Falling back Spinning round and round Looking outward Reaching in Scream without a sound
Leaning over Crawling up Stumbling all around Losing my place Only to find I’ve come full circle
flying off the handle with careful with that axe eugene gene the dance machine messiah light my fire gabba gabba hey hey my my generation’s home again
Running forward Falling back Spinning round and round Looking outward Reaching in Scream without a sound
Leaning over Crawling up Stumbling all around Losing my place Only to find I’ve come full circle
[IV. INTERVALS]
Our deadly sins feel his mortal wrath Remove all obstacles from our path
Asking questions Search for clues The answer’s been right in front of you
Try to break through Long to connect Fall on deaf ears and failed muted breath
Loyalty, trust, faith and desire Carries love through each darkest fire
Tortured Insanity A smothering hell Try to escape but to no avail
The calls of admirers Who claim they adore Drain all your lifeblood while begging for more
Innocent victims of merciless crimes Fall prey to some madmen’s impulsive designs
Step after step We try controlling our fate When we finally start living it has become too late
Trapped inside this Octavarium Trapped inside this Octavarium Trapped inside this Octavarium Trapped inside this Octavarium
[V. RAZOR’S EDGE]
We move in circles Balanced all the while On a gleaming razor’s edge
A perfect sphere Colliding with our fate This story ends where it began |