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Reasoning

Reasoning
Why u should never bring a large model made of wood home by taking the bus.A double decker bus.Toodles.
 

Nothing general in specific says:

u noe the other day on teh bus

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i dropped my model down the stairs

Adam Wesley Aw————–Enter the limitless says:

holy shit hahaz

Adam Wesley Aw————–Enter the limitless says:

did u kill anyone?

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but nothing broke!

Adam Wesley Aw————–Enter the limitless says:

hahaz u nailed the wood together mah

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lol

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the driver tot i fell downt he stairs

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lol

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actaully it dropped 2 times

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1 time the bus made a sudden stop

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the model flew forward

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n scared the shit out of the lady infront

Adam Wesley Aw————–Enter the limitless says:

hahaz omg

Adam Wesley Aw————–Enter the limitless says:

i wished i was there

Nothing general in specific says:

lol

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The Art Of Decomposition
I juz had the most horrible hair cut in my life.Sad sad sad.
 
Now dat hols are here for me.I need to go find somethin productive to do.Or i’ll……juz…….rot away.
 
Seriously,unplanned holidays can realli be a pain in the ass.
 
Wad’s worse,os dat all my frens i want to hang out wif are havin A Levels this year and now’s not the best time tohang out wif them either.
 
Rawr.
 
Been lookin through all my pics stored in my laptop.I have to say,i like this pic of Leah Dizon alot hahaz.I have more than 100pics of her>_<"
 
 
Kk i should sleep.I’ve been playin Fifa08 the whole day,i think i’m gettin scared of it and hence i shall stay away from it for awhile.
 
Toodles.

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Survive
I made it into year2.Thank you O Lord and those who prayed for me.Toodles.
 
Metal Warriors(Brothers Of Metal Part1)-Manowar
Every one of us has heard the call
Brothers of True Metal proud and standing tall
We know the power within us has brought us to this hall
there’s magic in the metal there’s magic is us all

Heavy metal or no metal at all whimps and posers leave the hall
Heavy metal or no metal at all whimps and posers go on get out
Leave the hall

Now the world must listen to our decree
We don’t turn down for anyone we do just what we please
got to make it louder, all men play on ten
If you’re not into metal, you are not my friend

Heavy metal or no metal at all whimps and posers leave the hall
Heavy metal or no metal at all whimps and posers I said
Leave the hall

Now the world must listen to our decree
We don’t turn down for anyone we do just what we please
Got to make it louder, all men play on ten
If you’re not into metal, you are not my friend

There’s metal in the air tonight, can you hear it call
If you ain’t got the balls, to take it you can
Leave the hall

Heavy metal or no metal at all whimps and posers leave the hall
Heavy metal or no metal at all whimps and posers leave the hall

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Recollection
Yesteday was Ministry Day Of Recollection.Me,Lucas,Ashley,Grace,Michael,Stacie and Nicole went.It was pretty okay.Some parts were pretty draggy which made us even more sleepy.We were realli sleepy to start of wif cos of havin to wake up early.The thing started at 8 30am.Well normal choir stuff after dat.
 
The recollection did make me ponder on a few stuffs,like wad ppl think of me.And wad i think of myself.
 
Wad i think of myself..I am someone who desires for security.All kinds of security.Whether it is school,or friendship,or wadeva.I need to be sure and secure.Oh wellz.
 
Was clearing up my stuff and i chanced upon this slip of paper from FUEL retreat last March.Where I would ask someone(Anthony) ‘who are u?’ repeatedly for 5mins and he has to reply then we would switch.I found my answers.
 
Who Are You?
Somebody
Dreamer
Determined
Believer of God
Forgiving
Loving
Compassionate
Unconfident
Confused
Sinner
Understanding
Hurt
Optimist
Certain
Resentful
Kind
Humble
Happy-go-lucky
Son of God
Faithful
Nervous
Jealous
Myself
God’s creation
Appreciative
Loved
Believer
A friend
Passionate
Unique
Dilligent
Gullible
Adam
Dedicated
Kind
Lover
Never giving up
 
Commitment
Today FUEL meeting.It was pretty productive and stuff and it lasted for 2 hours.Jarvis realli gave us options which sound pretty exciting and promising for FUEL.It was pretty interesting.But,my priorities in church is wif Halmm still.I decided to be a supporting member instead for i can’t commit.
 
Commitment.How many of us are actualli able to commit totally to somethin we set out on?It isn’t an easy thing to do,but i guess it is somethin wif i can realli admire about and stuff.Ok i dun realli noe wad i’m typin right now,but i noe wad i am thinkin rite now.I juz cant phrase myself properly.Ah well.I’ll typ bout this again when i think more clearly.
 
Toodles.

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The Chaos In Motion World Tour-Singapore
Yes this is the pic which left me not blogging for more than a week hahahz.
 
Sry for not blogging.I wanted to blog wif this pic up but it took me more than 1 week to receive it.Ah well.It’s still here!!!
 
Well i was one of the VIPs($435) total and i made great frens there like Chris,Shahron,Irfam and Steven,who’s from Indonesia.Yupz.Kk a few photos from the VIP session.
 
Concert!!!It was realli awesome.Cos they played songs which i could not find good live vids on youtube.Furthermore they hardly perform them too.=)
The Dark Eternal Night animation is friggin cool,betta than Octavarium’s.
Forsaken music vid is friggin cool too!
 
Ok here’s the Setlist for dat night:
Constant Motion(Systematic Chaos)
Never Enough(Octavarium)
Surrounded(Images And Words)
The Dark Eternal Night(Systematic Chaos)
Lines In The Sand(Falling Into Infinity)
Forsaken(Systematic Chaos)
The Ministry Of Lost Souls(Systematic Chaos)
 
Intermission
 
In The Presence Of Enemies(Systematic Chaos)
Scene Six-Home(Scenes From A Memory)
Misunderstood(Six Degrees Of Inner Turbulence)
Take The Time(Images And Words)
 
Encore:
Medley-Trial Of Tears,Scene Nine-Finally Free,Learning To Live,In The Name Of God,Octavarium(Falling Into Infinity,Scenes From A Memory,Images And Words,Train Of Thought,Octavarium respectively)
 
Ahh it was so great.Da entire concert rocked man,friggin orgasmic.Okok some of the good photos from me who was directly in front of John Myung!
John Myung
James LaBrie
John Myung
John Myung and John Petrucci
Jordan Rudess and John Petrucci
John Petrucci
The Final Bow(From left:John Petrucci,Jordan Rudess,James LaBrie,John Myung,Mike Portnoy)
 
Aftermath
I had school the next day.Urgh.Plotting submission which went rather smoothly,juz dati didn not eat at all in school,which meant from 6 30am to 4pm.Damn hungry.So ate Casaurina prata after dat wif Ivan(since he lived near me/there) and Brandon.Rather good day plus the fuel session,hang out wif Angie at Icekimo after dat.Juz dat the entire day i had a migrain thanks to lack of sleep and the horrible hot weather.
 
I bought a Dream Theater shirt and an Epica cd.Consign To Oblivion.Not bad lahz,but not damn good.
 
Whispered Sins
Yes i am back composing.Furthermore i’ve been at home almost all the time this week.so i decided to finally start workin on my 3 part song which is not symphonic at all,juz progressive.3 short progressive songs.I alreadi completed 2,so left one more.the 1st one,Whispered Sins Pt1-Heresy is 2:22mins.The 2nd,Whispered Sins Pt2-Demon’s Blood,is 3:24mins.=)
 
Gotta find time to start on the third.I have to say dat for the 1st 2 they sound pretty messy when u hear it 1st few times,but it gets nice after awhile=)
 
Submission
Ok so ytd was Portfolio submission and i realli hav no confidence dat i’ll go year2.Dat aside,bowling session was cancelled.So i ended up goin to play pool at Clementi wif Chun Ming,Winson,Song Xi,Samuel and Douglas,who left early.I would say dat my skills hav not deteorated.Won and loss a fair bit of very fun games.And i would have to say dat 9ball pool is realli addictive,maybe cos i’m sick of 8ball pool.Hahaz.
 
Dinner at Botak Jones.Ate Botak Burger which was FILLING.I dunno how ppl can ever eat the U-Crazy What?!.It’s triple the size of wad i had which was HUGE.Chit chat was realli fun and stuff.Chatted about alot of things.I never realli hung out wif Chun Ming and Song Xi too,which made it more interesting.Yupz.Pretty good day overall.=)
 
Session
Today.
 
One week and a day after Dream Theater and i’m still high about it!!!!Argh.Anywayz.Watched Cloverfield wif Kathryn today and i’d say it was pretty good.It’s very realistic and stuff.Aiya i dunno how to explain,it’s PG so everyone go watch it.Juz dun get dizzy hahaz.
 
After dat we juz sat at macs and chit chatted about music for 2 hours hahaz.This is somethin onli musicians can do man.Blehz blehz blehz blahz blahz blahz.
 
Went home,dinner,went out.
 
Was heading today’s FUEL session wif Julian.Small attendance but pretty good.Everythin went rather smoothly.Auntie Liz liked my closing prayer,aying it was apt.Hehz.Ok random.Prata after dat wif Andrew,Julian and Gabriella.Met ppl like Leonard,Geri,Jarvis,yea those bunch.Icekimo after dat which was fun too.Chit chatted alot wif Julian and Gabby,so yupz,pretty fun.Auntie Liz and Uncle Greg’s hadin next week’s session.It’s definetly gonna be interesting.Hehz,yupz.
 
Ok i’m juz sick and tired of blogging randomness,so i shall stop my revival entry.Yupz.
 
Toodles!!

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Anticipation

Anticipation
So tml’s the day Dream Theater’s performing and i’m pretty hyped up for it.I wonder what songs will be played.It juz suck dat it is only a 2 hour concert wif a 20min intermission.
 
The last time i was ancipationg something was Xmas Mass 2007 and until now i’m still disappointed.I hope tml wun be somethin like that.
 
School was okay today.CRS test in the morning.’Is online gaming a sport?’….Hmm…
 
Jamming wif Zu Huai,Lezlie,Sant and Winson was fun stuff.Have not jammed wif them since like what,last June?Hahaz yea great to be jamming again.
 
GEMS presentation was okay.I escaped early wif Leonard and Andy cos the lesson was way too draggy.
 
Ok nothin much i guess.Yupz.
 
This goes out to all.If u’re being lame and not funny,just simply shut up,thanks.No one can tolerate such things.
 
Toodles.

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Braindead

Braindead
I juz had the best dream of my life(or last least for the past 6 months) last nite.It’s like when u wake up after such nice dreams,u’ll juz go sigh,for reality is harsh and it never goes ur way.
 
I juz collected the Dream Theater VIP tix today from the LAMC offlice at UIC building.I think i’ll be da youngest VIP there.Geez.
 
I’m not lookin forward to this week except for Dream Theater.Sigh.
 
I went out wif Zheng Yi.It’s realli nice meeting him and stuff.Hanging out wif him simply makes me forget my worries for awhile and it helps me feels da happiness i have not felt since xmas.
 
i’ve been realli down these days,i’ve got too many things in my mind.I need time to sort some things out.
 
I need to hang out wif Luke.Though i see him every saturday,i juz want to spend some time juz chatting wif him and stuff.He’s realli a great fren to talk to.He’s takin A Levels this year like most of my frens,i wish him all the best.
 
I want to hang out wif Isabel again…I felt the same way wif Zheng Yi last time,but rite now i juz want to hang out wif her.i hardly miss a fren this much.No i dun like her that way or fancy her.Not now at least,and not anytime soon,if fact i dunno if i will,but dat’s beside the point.She’s juz so great to talk to and she’s a realli nice person.I juz need a good fren to juz chat wif,dat’s why i want to hang out wif Luke and Isabel.
 
Favourtism,it’s present everywhere,even in Halmm.I think sometimes when alot of people favour someone too much,dat person is stealing chances away from others.This has gone on for quite a few months.Enough to make me tick a little.I admit,sometimes i juz hope u will leave the choir.
 
I’ve got school tml and i’m dreading it,but i’ve got to go back cos Keng Keng so nicely edited my plans for me and stuff.And i still strongly believe most of the lecturers are realli too biased.Favourtism is everywhere but no one favours me.
 
I can’t wait for the hols to start.Toodles.

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Giving In On Life As A Whole
2 realli bad days in a row.Adam’s on a roll,baby.
 
Never come near me,unless u are Luke,Isabel,Grace Chua,Stacie,Zheng Yi.I need to meet up and catch up wif these ppl.
 
Never come near me unless u want me to make ur life as miserable as mine.
 

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Eccentric
The weather is friggin wierd today.So hot yet to rainy….Graaa
 
K so tml’s my crit and i’m gettin pre-crit jitters.Watchin Namie’s performance for awhile then Fuel at nite.Me and Tarcia can’t think of anythin funky,so it’ll be the usual bible sharing….
 
My composing mind’s abit stuck recently.My ideas are goin nowhere.Geez..
 
Ok i should get ready to go out wif Matthew for pool again.Oh,this is how we can practice the continuum fingerboard at home even thought we can’t own it.We’re so innovative,we deserve a cake each.
 

i can’t use computer due to eye problem says:

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Adam Wesley Aw————–Hallucination or a dream ascendancy? says:

!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!??????????

i can’t use computer due to eye problem says:

nice practise of the continium fingerboard on your keyboard

i can’t use computer due to eye problem says:

lol

Adam Wesley Aw————–Hallucination or a dream ascendancy? says:

hahaz yea man

i can’t use computer due to eye problem says:

!@#$%^&*()_

Adam Wesley Aw————–Hallucination or a dream ascendancy? says:

!@#$%^&*()

Adam Wesley Aw————–Hallucination or a dream ascendancy? says:

~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~

i can’t use computer due to eye problem says:

i keep missing the + because of the backspace key

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lol

Adam Wesley Aw————–Hallucination or a dream ascendancy? says:

lol

 
Hehz toodles….
 
In My Darkest Hours-Sirenia
In my darkest of hours
I yearn for the light my life devours
Winter’s at hand
In search of a key, a door, an end

Hear my voice, don’t quail inside the void
nor fear the sound of winter winds around

In my darkest of nights
I yearn for the dawn to bring me alive
How to ascend?
while you hold the key that shield my end

Hear my voice, it’s calling on the dawn
Ascend to fall, but never to withdraw

Winter nights…I hold them inside
I stand to fall, giving in on life as a whole
Winds of time…won’t mend my sombre mind
I can’t deny that I’m on a closing way down

Morning star…shining from afar
your radiance diminish every day now
Evening star…you’ve lost your stalwart
Your skies endark
like my mind, my soul and my heart

Come take my hand
and lead me on towards the end
The darkness in me
devours the strength I craved for all these years

These feelings I have never shown remain unknown
I really don’t know if I’m that strong…

These secrets I have held inside through all my life
I guess I’ll shield them till I die…

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Adam And His Mental Unrest
Hey there
 
These days hav left me confused and left me wif lots of things to think about.
 
I’m scared for my crit.Wad if i screw everythin up os badly i can’t go 2nd year??It’s like wasting one whole friggin academic year.Summore it’s like i do everythin they tell me to do,i work hard wif my projects,primers and all my models….Wad if all these simply go to waste???
 
I’m afraid i can’t pass up all my other misc submissions on time and then i can’t go to year2 beacause of all these.Furthermore i hav to admit dat almost all the lecturers are super duper biased and they aren’t realli biased towards me.They dun seem to appreciate all the efforts i put.Juz because my work is not as nice as others does not mean i put in less time in it.
 
I got a post in Jazz Band.WTH.
 
I dun want a post.I think onli Namie fully noes why.
 
As for the rest of the posts allocated to the rest..well…
 
I was chatting on the way home wif Leonard.I’m glad dat someone shares the same thoughts as me and i’m not the onli one.I find every word we say true though i’d rather not put it up on the blog.I realli pity Leonard too.He got a post he realli didnt want.As in strongly don’t want.And it’s a bigger post than mine.I think we can onli live wif it and deal wif it lahz.Nothin we say will realli affect or change anythin.
 
I’m still perplexed at my very own existence.I’ve been thinkin even more on death too.Imagine if you work so darn hard to get to where you are after all those painstaking years.And then u die and u lose everythin.No one realli remembers u after 6 months-1 year.U juz become nothing.Imagine if there is no heaven and hell.What happens when u die?Is it juz goin to be an eternal blackness which will literally never end?It’s a very scary thought.All these things are giving me sleepless nights.
 
If i realli become a succesful bassist.Who will actualli remember me on this earth when i die?
 
Toodles.

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