Depressed

I was realli depressed for da past 4 days…..Today i could not take it anymore….I planned to jump…….Was saying my goodbyes to Alison…….she begged me not to jump and met me outside her condo….after an hour of talking and consoling….i finally felt better….thx a lot…….

 

Got nothing much to say today…………So sianz.Tomorrow got tuition again and i can’t pontang……..sighz…………..byez…

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Hold You-Adam Wesley Aw

Cos i just wanna hold you.Hold you tight

I always think about you day and night

And i just wanna hug you with all my might

I’ll never ever want you to leave my sight

Cos i am totally mad about you

I hope that you feel the same way too

Andi just wanna hold you.Touch you,feel you

i’ll never ever leave you and stop loving you

 

You’re always in my mind

You’re the best i can ever find

So nice so caring and kind

I wish you’re always by my side

Love has no boundaries

It can be as vast as the sea

Nothing will stand between you and me

We were always meant to be

 

Cos i just wanna hold you.Hold you tight

I always think about you day and night

And i just wanna hug you with all my might

I’ll never ever want you to leave my sight

Cos i am totally mad about you

I hope that you feel the same way too

Andi just wanna hold you.Touch you,feel you

i’ll never ever leave you and stop loving you

 

Your little voice is always stuck in my head

It makes me miss you really bad

Makes me moody makes me sad

Makes me miss the times we shared

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

And i’m sure it will make you stronger

It makes my love for you grow larger

It makes my heart beat even faster

 

Cos i just wanna hold you.Hold you tight

I always think about you day and night

And i just wanna hug you with all my might

I’ll never ever want you to leave my sight

Cos i am totally mad about you

I hope that you feel the same way too

Andi just wanna hold you.Touch you,feel you

i’ll never ever leave you and stop loving you

 

Being with you is now my only wish

I just wanna give you a kiss

Liplock and fill me with

Our love and everything in between

Let our love last for eternity

Sweet eternity let it be

You are my only one can’t you see?

You were always meant for me

 

Cos i just wanna hold you.Hold you tight

I always think about you day and night

And i just wanna hug you with all my might

I’ll never ever want you to leave my sight

Cos i am totally mad about you

I hope that you feel the same way too

Andi just wanna hold you.Touch you,feel you

i’ll never ever leave you and stop loving you

 

Cis i just wanna hold you.Love has no boundaries

And i just wanna touch you.It can be as vast as the sea

And i just wanna feel you.Nothing will stand between you and me

Cos i just wanna hold you.We were always meant to be

 

A love-sick song which i composed.A two-vocals song.Blue=male.Red=Female

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Another stupid day of my life

Da day started off with Chinese……I managed to finish da compo….Then da teacher was rushin da rest to complete their’s juz bcos i handed it in liaoz…….Insultin me sia…..Wahlao…..Btw da whole lesson i was sittin on a 3 legged chair and i didn’t even noe dat.Wahaha…..

 

Then,add maths teacher want da whole class to stay back to complete their ‘bad’ files….So lame…Dunno wad’s his prob……English was okay….Poa suxed da most……I forgot to bring my homework and da whole class muz stay back again for poa…….U think we very free ar????(actualli quite lah)…..After reccess was ok…..Due to those stupid stuff,Jamming session was pushed back…I rush through all my work and wad happen?Jammin session cancelled cos da place is fully booked..

 

Hanged out with Savin til 6 10pm…went to yamaha and played da bass and clarinova…..So lame and sad…..After playin my fav bass in yamaha for bout 30 mins,i had to give it up to let dis guy try it.So i looked at other stuff for awhile…When i came back da guy was gone–togather with da bass……So sasd.I was actualli plannin to buy it at da end of year…..=(….

 

Went home and slacked until now……So sianz….I’m jammin tomolo atr 12pm.Savin booked liaoz….Yay..At least i can jam for once before da start of da exams……..

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hehe hoho haha

Woke up at 7+ went to ttsh for tb checkup..Two more visits and i’m outta there!!!Yay…LOL…..

 

After dat i slack at home til i went for tuition….Left earli and went for cathechism…………

 

Cat class was okay…..Benjamin so irritatin as usual…..um…..ya….Nicole came too!!!Hahaz…Tot she wouln’t come……………..After dat i went for choir prac…..Realised i am not da onli one with a bad throat….Stacie and Luke too!!!Wahaha……..um,quiet.

 

Mass was okay….Luke kept laugin again…..dunno wad’s his problem…..lol….

 

Hurhur…..i can’t go for carolling til after my exams….=(…….guess i’ll have to wait and wait and wait…..Blehx………….Bye….dun feel lyk typin anymore….

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Hey i won’t be updatin for quite awhile cos of my bloody irritatin parents.Sry….bye

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Sunday sunday…

Damn everythin i wrote disappeared again…Aiya too sianz too type again.Bye.Won’t be online til fri

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Saturdayz again

OK….Today was a realli fun day…..Let’s start off with chem holiday lesson!!!9 to 10 30…..I talked and talked.Hahaz…..Oh yea got suprise test too!!Hahaz…Hope i can pass………

 

After dat went to plaza sing with Wen Kai….Ate at macs…We shared a 20pcs nuggets….WOW…Hahaz…..We could hardly finish our large coke..Fine we didn’t finish…After dat he went for tuition while i went to Yamaha…….Tried out two basses there….They were both as good…….Esp da pick ups….Oh yea…Da person who served me was also very nice and good…..Jonathan Lim……Hahaz….I saved ur hp number into my hp!!!Hahaz.I met my guitar teacher too!!!!He said he saw me playin da bass and said i play not bad….Hmmm….dunno if it’s true or he’s juz bein nice…..

 

Ended up goin for tuition 1 hr late at 2……And to make things betta,we ended early at 3 30!!!hahaz…Went to church after dat…Gosh…Da ISP choir sux big time!!!!Hahaz…Lucky i not singin…LOL…..Met Lucas,Marriane and Lizzie and then we sought refuge in 02-01….til da youth mass was over….Then we started choir prac in da main church…Mass was ok..Oh yea then Geri and Angie ‘volunteered’ to do some stuff durin homily.Kinda funny.But Luke keep on laughin and laugh so loud!!!hahaz..Haiz…do excuse him…He use too much Venus…LOL…..

 

Went for dinner after dat…Ate Bak Chor Mee don wan chilli and vegetable….Shit!!!Forget to say don wan towgay!!!!hahaz..nvm.I juz avoided them…..

 

Carrolin was fun as usual….Luke was soooo off pitch.More off pitch then usual….hahaz..All da altos were laughin at him.So evil…but i lyked it!!!!LOL….

 

After dat went to eat ice cream at macs..Nope it’s not macs ice cream.It’s ice cream from 7 eleven.We brought over to macs to eat.Hahaz….After dat Stella and Stacie left…..Then me,Ashley and Antheas left,leavin Marianne,Lucas,Luke and Gabriel Quek at macs…..

 

I might not be able to go online til next friday….=(….So sad…Da hols are comin to a close liaoz..So fast…Haiz……Buaiz…..

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Finalli nite has come!

Hahaz…..excuse me for my excitement….Da whole day was so borin….Mel came over to study…..Hence i oso studied from morn til nite!!!!It’s SOOOO borin!!!!!Hahaz…..To make it worse,i oso got fever….da whole day it wasn’t dat bad.Onli was very high in da afternoon.Probabaly bcos of da heat….Hopefulli it will recover by tomolo…..

 

We’re thinkin of changin our band name…I was thinkin Eye of the Fiend(EotF) or And Then There Were 3…..I dunno lah…Hopefulli EotF will be used!!!Hahaz….Innocence kinda sux actualli….LOL……

 

Since da whole day i was stuck at home i’ve got nothin much to tok about…….Tough i dunno wad happen to me throughout da whole day.Fine…almost da whole day….I felt so heartbroken again…..I also dunno why…Haiz…….Da feelin isn’t dat bad now though…muzt be da fever..Hahaz….

 

Nothin much to tok about now……Cya!!!!!!

 

PS:Luke,da parts u sang aren’t realli da bass parts…U were harmonizin rather than singin

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Crap.Everythin i wrote juz disappeared….nvm.I’ll start all over again….

 

Had Add Maths in da morn till 11..So borin.Hahaz….After dat i went for band…Tot sec1s blah blah blah…Hahaz…….Da Leblanc clarinet sux…I’m takin my old one back..Hahaz…

 

After band went for lunch with terrence,savin.luke,zachary and yong sheng…then me,luke and zachary went to hang out at J8…I left earli cos i was goin to church

 

Went home,bathe,eat then i was on my was to church…Carollin to day was realli fun!!!LOL…Ok.At 1st there was onli 1 sops(Marianne),1 altos(Louisa),2 tenors(Lucas,Michael) and 2 basses(Me,Antheas)…Then Stacie came……and suddenli da atmosphere lit up with da help of her bro too!!!Hahaz……She was lyk jumpin everywhere lor!!!hahaz…Think she took too much chocalate…..LOL….Then Luke and Gabriel Quek came…we were supposed to teach Luke da bass parts, but we weren’t bothered.LOL..In da end there were 1 sops(Marianne),2 altos(Louisa,Stacie),3 tenors(Lucas,Michael,Gabriel Quek) and 3 basses(me,Antheas,Luke).Oh yea,Desmond too…LOL…Luke,eberyone noes u use Gillete Venus liaoz.ur legs r so convincin!!!LOL…U should listen to Stacie.Sign up for an advertisment for Venus!!LOL.

 

After dat went home with Louisa…Hiaz so tired.Byez

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Wahahaha

Wah today kinda fun…..and borin…..Started off with Add Maths lesson….SUPER BORIN!!!!!!!!!!Hahaz…From 8 30 to 11 am leh!!!How borin is dat?!?…Tomolo also got…Goodness…I’m gonna die of boredom tomolo….

 

After dat i went to band room play play for awhile.Hahaz….Wow.Yong Sheng came.Not Bad!!!LOL….After dat got some stupid sec 3 meetin held by ‘him’…Super long..After dat i hang out with Luke,Terrence,Savin and Zachary…….Went to Plaza Singapura….Played at arcade…played some fun racin game….Hahaz..Let me describe to u da game

First Round:1P-Savin.2P-Terrence.3P-Me.4P-Luke

At first i was leadin(yay) for about…….10 sec.LOL…After dat da two madmen Savin and Terrence whizzed past me without me realisin.Hahaz…I was then racin with Luke….Finalli got ahead of him…Began drivin alone for quite some time…(kinda lonely hahaz)….Then i finalli saw Savin and Terrence!!!They were racin head to head..So i quietly caught up with them.They were still too fast for me to takeover them though….Until!!Got one realli sharp uturn….Savin and Terrence lost control….their cars skidded left and right.Then i juz drove past them!!!Wahahaha!!!Then i drive off while they are still recoverin…At dat time 10 secs left.So i juz mantained da lead til the end!!!         Final position-1/4

 

Second round:Same except for 4P-Some 3E1 guy.

 

Dat round was total crap for me…..Crash skid burn(never lah lol)…….ended up last….Blehz

                                                            Final position-4/4=(

After dat we played a few more times i forgot wad happen.Hahaz…..Cmon lah.U don’t expect me to remember everythin rite????I wish i could though…….

 

After dat had lunch at macs..Had my usual Mchicken meal….Wow.Terrence said my blog was interestin…Hahaz.Didn’t noe dat….Good job Adam!!!LOL.Elephant skin.

 

Went to Yamaha and mantained da titile of crazeefingers.LOL….Cmon lah Savin.It isn’t dat hard…juz need prac!!!

 

After dat we saw Gabriel and gang…..Hmph…Dat stupid liar.Say he sick…….Lie also lie properly lah….Lucky Wei Chiang couln’t jam today.If not we would hav killed you….Oh heck.We can’t stand liars in Innocence.He’s out of da band liao.See for yourself……Sayonara liar.

 

After dat i went home….So sianz…………………………………………………………..zzz.Bye!

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