The Fabric Softener Of The Mind/Herbal Movement

The Fabric Softner Of The Mind

Anneke’s voice is just pure ❤ She seems more real than Vibeke.I wrote on her fanpage wall though,she did not reply me. 😦

 

I feel like a real worthless guy.Like seriously,i really don’t deserve any of your friendships.It’s not that i don’t care much about my birthday.It’s just that it really does not deserve to be remembered.

 

Speaking of which,thanks Kristal for your birthday wishes!It was pleasantly surprising. 😀 Welcome back to Singapore!Very hot right.Rawr!

 

Back to Anneke.I downloaded their if_then_else album.The Gathering album that is.It’s just fantastic.Not as oomphy as Home,but the songs seriously pack a mean sublime punch still.That’s it,i’m gonna go Europe and meet her one day.I doubt Agua de Annique will ever come Singapore.

 

I also ordered The Gathering’s A Noise Severe dvd,hurry come in!!!!

 

I going hospital tomorrow.Bah.Toodles.

 

Herbal Movement-The Gathering

The fabric softener of the mind
makes everything easy
and we slide down

Slide over, you

The fabric softener of the mind
makes everything lazy
and we dive down

Slide over, you

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Better/Birthday/Saturnine

Better

It just dawned on me that i’m such a lousy friend.Heck.I don’t even deserve to be friends with any of you guys.I’m so horrible.I’m so selfish and self-centered.I don’t dare to love at times.Sigh.

 

Seriously,it’s just a birthday,don’t need to wish me and all.I appreciate it lah.But not needed.

 

[J.O.Y] J, to stay (: says:

mmm, you know you shouldnt think too much about these things.

Adam Wesley Aw[Hybrid Unicorn]————–I’m floating senseless in the presence of you says:

i know

lol

i’m not thinking too much

[J.O.Y] J, to stay (: says:

if you want to love your friends, just love. whether they love you back lol. so just love (:

Adam Wesley Aw[Hybrid Unicorn]————–I’m floating senseless in the presence of you says:

just a casual thought!

i know

that’s what i’m doing

[J.O.Y] J, to stay (: says:

mmhmm

Adam Wesley Aw[Hybrid Unicorn]————–I’m floating senseless in the presence of you says:

i just think i’m too lousy a friend to be loved back

but i’ll just love anyway

cos that’s all i want to do

 

Birthday

Okay in no real order,but as per every year,here it goes.

 

Thanks all who wished me happy birthday and all,whether in person,msn,facebook or by smses.

 

Thanks Matthew Cheong,Joshua Chong,Mou,Lucas,Ryan,Shi Chun,Natalie Wong,Moses,Sherry twin,Tarcia,Jonathan,Chun Ming,Wynn,Koko,Glen,Anthony,Regina Grace,Brandon Mak,Leonard Chen,Rachel Chen,Christine Tan,Marianne Chan,Jarad,Audrey Lim,Keat Ling,Amy,Timmy,Ajeeja ‘Fried Kimchi’ Limbu,Nicole Siew,Alex,Brandon Lim,Thomas,Cheryl Lim,Ian’s mum,Ricky,Taufiq,Leonard Gan,Gerard Bong,Samuel Bong,Milli,Mark Romario,Melvin Lim,Audrey Low,Cheryl Gien,Meng Xuan,Ms Pan,Brandon Krygsman,Ian Leong,Dominic Puah,Brother Jude,Eugene,Ian Rodrigues,Dorothy,Andrew Lau,Gabriel,Desmond,Matthew Wong,Julian Wong,Geri and TalkBass.com.

 

Thanks choir for the dinner and ice cream.

 

Thanks Dorothy for your birthday gifts.

 

Thanks Jiam Jiam.I don’t know,just thanks.

 

I’m sorry if i missed your name.

 

But yea,it’s just a birthday.I know some people important to me forgot,but hey it’s okay.It’s nothing.But yea there are those who remembered and thanks,Jiams,Nicole,Meh,Chun Ming,Geri.

 

I wonder when i’ll die.

 

Toodles.

 

Saturnine-The Gathering

The day you went away
You had to screw me over
I guess you didn’t know
all the stuff you left me with
is way too much to handle
But I guess you don’t care

You don’t need to preach
you don’t have to love me, all the time

Whatever on earth possessed you
to make this bold decision
I guess you don’t need me
While whispering those words
I cried like a baby
hoping you would care

You don’t need to preach
you don’t have to love me, all the time

You don’t have to preach
all the time

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Men/Vodka Inferno

Men

This entry was inspired by a random conversation i eavesdropped today.It was a few guys taking about women in a very materialistic way.Like a toy.

 

I’m a man. I dislike men – most men.Girls,beware!

 

Most men are very shallow minded.Making friends with girls?Looks are usually the top few priority.Other than looks?Figure.Sure,they talk to everyone and all,but they always try to be closer to the better looking ones and all.So seriously,even if some girl is quite mean,nasty,selfish and all,guys will still wanna hit on her just because she is damn pretty or hot.The nicest and gentlest one may not neccesarily be the the one with the most perfect set of boobs or have that damn good ass or whatever you guys judge girls by.I never understand you guys.Once my friend bumped into me while i was having lunch with a girl friend of mine.And the next time he saw me,he just went ‘Adam!!!Who was that girl you were having lunch with?Damn pretty!!!Can i get to know her?!’ I mean,sure.But for that reason?Hmm.

 

And girls,COVER UP!Most men are damn pervertic okay.Let them see abit too much,and their impression of you will change FOR LIFE.I once knew this friend of mine.We were with a bunch of friends walking up a flight of stairs and there was this girl in a mini skirt almost at the top and this guy was like ‘Ehh!!Slow down!!She zao geng!!! :D’ WTF MAN.GROW UP.Too many a times i see a skimpily clad girl board the bus and all the guys TURN THEIR HEADS AT HER.Like seriously,wtf man.WTF!Also i’ve heard many conversations amongst guys lah.It ties in with the point above about looks as well.Seriously stop treating girls like a mannequin or a souless creature.Like a painting,or a toy.Like a statue,or an ivory box.Yesterday a friend of mine wore her top too low and i could see way more than i should.So i told her and got on with it.Trust me,let most other guys see your assets and that’s all they will be thinking about whenever they see you in the future.They just don’t show it on the facade they have.

 

Guys are just too dirty minded too.Seriously,how can they watch porn without their morals evenn twitching?Urgh.Talk to them about something dirty and they’ll be wide awake suddenly!

 

OH WELL.I just heard some guys talking about stuffs that made me want to just punch their noses lah.Haha.

 

School’s been alright.Must change my plans again.But at least DC BP is over!

 

Ironicaly as it seems,i’m gonna leave you with my DeviantART eye candy.Haha.Toodles.

 

Vodka Inferno-Diablo Swing Orchestra

Saved by her grace, oh so fair without a lock of hair

Grabs her by the waist, lifts her high above

Says: Behold my love!

 

With you, I’ll never be lonely

Without you I’ll never be sane

For you, I shall conquer the oceans

For you, I’ll just leave them again

 

Absinth love affairs, we fill our lungs with hymns of

Pride and poverty and we shall overcome

Bring her into our hearts of tar and stone

Until that warm embrace will come

 

Words so tender, whispered slowly

Heed her bittersweet caress

Swears he’ll never leave, he’ll never lie to her again

 

My dear, forgive me my feelings

My dear, I’ll give you my all

Just save me from all of these thoughts now

Just spare me, be there when I fall

 

Woken by her voice

A song she’s hummed so many times before

Hear her calling, hear her yearning

For his hand again

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70th Storey Melancholy/Zoo Date

70th Storey Melancholy

I went to Equinox on Wednesday. The view of Singapore was splendid,but yet it made me sad.In one single view,a stream of happy memories flooded my mind,leaving me longing for those happier days.I saw Plaza Singapura.Wow what a place.It was where Alison and i frequented when we still dated each other.It was also a popular chill out place in sec school.I saw Cathay.Isabel and I went there for movies.The free cone day with Brandon,Claire and Keat Ling.All the memories of that lane.I saw VCH.Oh man,all the band concerts,JiamJiam’s concert last year.So much fun memories.I miss that place.I was so innocent back then.Oh please bring me back to those days.I saw Flyer.I did not sit the flyer,but the F1 pit building was where i did the Human Race volunteering.I saw Clarke Quay.Fond memories with Alison there as well.And way in the distance sat the Marina Barrage.Kite flying with Kit!What a memorable day.That was the last time i truly heard from her and all.We drifted slightly,i can feel it.I see Esplanade.The random photo taking sessions with Zheng Yi,Edwin and Sherman.The nice sombre talk and guitar playing by the bay with Marianne Chan.Gabriel’s piano recital.Frequented that place with SPJazz too.Namie,Leonard,what great friends.

 

Just too many memories in one picture.Makes me feel so sad when i think of the state i am in right now.

 

I feel the darkness clouding my view from happy thoughts.

 

Zoo Date

Zoo date with Geri was a rather great one i must say.We met Eunice and Sam there too since they were working there.Haha.I saw my polar bears.I have a new fav too-leopard cats!!!We caught the show at the Splash! Amphitheatre too.Saw alot of animals.Geri saw a lot of animals shitting too haha.It’s nice spending an entire day with her lah.It’s quite rare and all.We mentioned that everyone has someone they can talk about anything to,and Geri is the one i can talk anything to.I really treat her as a best friend still lah.

 

Thanks to this date however,i’m now broke! D:

 

Toodles.

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Library Competition/Rusted

Library Competition

We presented our library competition to some G.O.Hs yesterday at the ADRC.Actually only the top3 presented,but all 6 were displayed around the room.I have to say all 3 groups,WAMB,Archie Monkeys and Votum Seperatum presented really well.It was the 1st time everyone from WAMB turned up to present LOL.I presented about shelves layout as well as furnitures.We had to restructure out presentation layout as we had to use powerpoint and we had one more member in the script.But i have to say all went really well!Great job WAMB!Great job to V.S. too.They really deserved their win. 😀

 

Oh the food was damn good!

 

Okokok enough of talking,i shall get back to BP submission! 😦 Toodles!

 

Bye bye!

 

Rusted-Katatonia

A rush through the rusted veins
Illuminate the face of one
So i have a light
So unaware about the consequence

I heard no warning
About the little compromise
The distorted views you had

Cold white spring
A wordless song I sing
Eye
White cloud
All my thoughts are in doubt

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Saturday

Saturday

Yesterday was like a bump into friends day.

 

Choir was pretty alright.My bad throat gave way halfway but it wasn’t too serious.I’m okay now.Well i left church immediately after mass ended.Not used to the traffic congestion and all.Heh.Bumped into Damien on the way out,but saw 167 and had to run for it.Boarded the bus and lo! I saw Mama!!! :DDD Wah i tell you a whole bus ride to Douby Ghaut with her is damn rare okay.We chatted as if there was no tomorrow.It’s cool how we agreed on many things,including the horrible working lifestyle in Singapore and all.

 

Mama: Horrible you know!They make us work for such long hours.Then the government still want us to do family planning and have 3 kids and all.Come back from work already so tired,how to have sex?!

 

Me: Yea EXACTLY!Come back already so tired,where got mood and feeling one?!!

 

Mama: Yea lor!HAHA!

 

Me: HAHA!

 

Haha,well hope to meet up with her one day for lunch or something. 😀

 

So i was at Douby area to go meet up with 2E4 at Timbre @ Old School.1st time being there,got lost haha.Had to call Claire to help me with directions and all.Phew!Well what can i say?The gathering was great.Had fun chatting and all.Got a little tipsy haha.Whoosh.But it was fun!The food was good,the company was great.What more could i ask for?!

 

They went for tau huay after that but i was too tired so i went home.The moment i got on the bus i just fell asleep.Woke up at police academy and saw this Pikachu aka Grace Chua staring straight at me LOL.We had a great chat as well.Never talk to her for so long,she changed a little and all.Nice haha.Walked her home and all,she lives opposite me anyway.Great day haha.

 

Well,there’s school tomorrow and all.Not looking forward to it,but that’s life.

 

"Laugh and the world laughs with you, weep, and you weep alone; For this brave old earth must borrow its mirth, but has trouble enough of its own."

 

Toodles.

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Shadow Of Annoyance

Shadow Of Annoyance

After some self reflection today,i realised how annoying and selfish i can be at times.I really need to change that.If i ever annoyed you,frustrated you,angered you,or even hurt you,i’m really sorry,but i really didn’t mean to.

 

Anyway,Swensons lunch with dear Stacie was a pretty good one.What can i say?It’s always great to meet up with such a great friend anytime man.After all these years,our friendship just keeps getting stronger.

 

Rest of the day was spent in church.Lucas told me about how great it is to have a friend with no other mutual friends and all,and i totaly agreed,for i have one friend like this too.We also talked about many stuffs lah,but that was something that struck me the most cos it was random and yet accurate.

 

Ah crap,i need to go school tomorrow though it’s a no-school Friday.Toodles.

 

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Photos From LG Crystal!/Forgotten/Alone

Photos From LG Crystal!

 

Not bad aye,the camera.

 

Forgotten

2 months back during the time when i saw Isabel off at the airport,my mom asked me,’You’re always seeing your friends off,Angie,Chun Ming,now Isabel.If you go overseas,will anyone actually see you off or not?’I replied;’Aiya sure got one lah,even one friend is good enough to me.’But i seriously don’t know anymore.I know the way i set my priorities is different from most,but i really don’t know if i’m included in anyone’s life anymore.

 

There are of course the precious loving friendships that i will cherish no matter what.You know what?Screw my soliloquy about one way or two way friendships.I don’t care if the person does not give or show anything in return.I just want to give and love.

 

Toodles.

 

Alone-The Gathering

Now you see me getting better
I’m right here on display
And I’ll make it a bit heavier
By going all the way

Did you find it much easier
To stoop to where I was
With your power and your knowledge
To leave me here

Alone…
I’m all alone

Now’s the time for being humble
By holding you down on your knees
I suspect you’ll stay there and crumble
Rather so then to be alone

Do you believe your heart?
Trying in all around to find
To find your way back inside

I will be there
For you to care
And you will find
Peace of mind

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