RIP
My deepest and most hearfelt condolences and sympathy to Stacie and her family for the loss of her dad,Mr Lawrence Tan.
I did not know him very very well.But i could genuinely tell he was a really great man.He was not stuck up,nor arrogant.He was a simple,easy-going and reserved man.He was one who appeared very patient in many things and is a very very very loving father.I’m sure his two kids,a very pretty daughter and a really handsome son, will miss him very dearly.Honestly,as a friend,i will miss him very dearly too.
I’ll pray for your soul.
Confide
Prior to visiting the wake,i had a really great day.I met Regina Grace for lunch today.We went to Holland V where we had hor fun and Cold Rock ice cream.We generally talked alot.Especially when she was going home and i was going to church.Having someone to confide in is really a good thing.I feel blessed.
Honestly,after today,everything else just seems so unimportant right now.This whole JC2 submission,my plans,my music recordings,everything.As i was about to sleep last night,i thought to myself,it’s sad that people take life for granted.They expect to wake up to see another day.Some people don’t.
And you,i feel so uncertain in you.You make me feel better,yet you disappoint me.You make me feel happy,yet you sadden me.Just what is it about you that is real?I hate playing this game and i hate it that you don’t even realize you’re doing this to me.Please,make up your mind.
Toodles.
Travel-The Gathering
Melodic stanzas
are symphonizing their way
through your weary head
To feed your distrust
And fill it’s mouth with the desire
to soulfully be one with your creation
Not a subject to control
you call upon a higer power
for help and inspiration
The crowd waits
and turns their faces
towards you expectantly
you give them what they need
But their useless criticism
makes you die
a bit more inside
Not a subject to control
you call upon a higer power
for help and inspiration
Oh, I swoon
while loudspeakers play soft music
Leaning
over your fourtieth masterpiece
You must have loved
the colour of these violins
I wish I knew you
Your fit of insanity makes me sad
I wish you knew
your music was to stay forever
And I hope….
I have no clue
if you know how much it matters
And i hope….
Adam 