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Creek Mary’s Blood

Creek Mary’s Blood-Nightwish
I’m officially in love wif this song after watchin them perform it live.Ah,heck.I love Nightwish=)
Toodles.
 
Soon I will be here no more
You’ll hear the tale
Through my blood
Through my people
And the eagle’s cry
The bear within will never lay to rest

Wandering on Horizon Road
Following the trail of tears

White man came
Saw the blessed land
We cared, you took
You fought, we lost
Not the war but an unfair fight
Sceneries painted beautiful in blood

Wandering on Horizon Road
Following the trail of tears
Once we were here
Where we have lived since the world began
Since time itself gave us this land

Our souls will join again the wild
Our home in peace ‘n war ‘n death

Wandering on Horizon Road…

"I still dream every night
Of them wolves, them mustangs, those endless prairies
The restless winds over mountaintops
The unspoilt frontier of my kith ‘n kin
The hallowed land of the Great Spirit
I still believe
In every night
In every day
I am like the caribou
And you like the wolves that make me stronger
We never owed you anything
Our only debt is one life for our Mother
It was a good day to chant this song
For Her

Our spirit was here long before you
Long before us
And long will it be after your pride brings you to your end"

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Visit/The Kinslayer

Visit
Went back to visit St Gabs ytd wif Edwin and Zheng Yi.Everythin is pretty much da same there.Then we 3 came over to my house.Played ps2 and xbox.They loved Dead Or Alive hahaz.It was damn hilarious playin wif them hahahahaz.Went down to hawker centre for Katong Laksa then we all parted ways.Great day ytd.=)
 
Learnt 3 songs today.Cryin’ by Joe Satirani,Nemo by Nightwish and The Kinslayer by Nightwish too.The Kinslayer was harder than i thought but it’s an awesome song to play!Very heart thumping wif all da background talkings and stuff.Whoa!Great song.Time signature for startin was different in every bar too.9/8 then 11/16 then 9/8 then 3/4.Whoa!!!
 
Goin jazz band later.Toodles.
 
The Kinslayer-Nightwish
For whom the gun tolls
For whom the prey weeps
Bow before a war
Call it religion

Some wounds never heal
Some tears never will
Dry for the unkind
Cry for mankind

Even the dead cry
– Their only comfort
Kill your friend, I don`t care
Orchid kids, blinded stare

Need to understand
No need to forgive
No truth no sense left to be followed

"Facing this unbearable fear like meeting an old friend"
"Time to die, poor mates, You made me what I am!"

"In this world of a million religions everyone prays the same way"
"Your praying is in vain It`ll all be over soon"
"Father help me, save me a place by your side!"
"There is no god Our creed is but for ourselves"

"Not a hero unless you die Our species eat the wounded ones"

"Drunk with the blood of your victims
I do feel your pity-wanting pain,
Lust for fame, a deadly game"

"Run away with your impeccable kin!"

"- Good wombs hath borne bad sons…"
Cursing, God, why?
Falling for every lie
Survivors` guilt
In us forevermore

15 candles
Redeemers of this world
Dwell in hypocrisy:
"How were we supposed to know?"

4 pink ones
9 blue ones
2 black ones

– In memory of the Redeemers 20.4.1999

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Returned

Returned
So much fun
 
So much laughter
 
So little time
 
Da whole Malacca trip was damn friggin fun.With all da funny happenings and stuff and making new friends from da 01 bunch.
 
Day1:
Took da bus to 74 and whoa!Li Fen was on da same bus as me.We met outside W5A and soon we were off to Malacca.And whoa!Sat beside Li Fen hahaz.Sat wif Keat Ling,Claire,Sant,Chun Ming,Mou,Syahirah and a few other ppl.Slept on and off on da bus ride and played some word game wif Sant,Chun Ming and Claire.Then it was lunch and it was so-so.Proceeded to the villa and it was reali nice.Dinner after dat.Sat wif Keat Ling,Li Fen,Riz,Jin Liu,Yee Suan,Brenda and Iman,the ppl who eventualli became my makan and shopping buddies for the rest of the trip=) Jin Liu was damn high on jelly while Yee Suan and I were wondering wad could possibly be in the book er……..Sex for Dummies hahaz.And yes it realli exists cos i saw it off da shelves b4.Played cards after dat and it was reali realli insane.Hahaz.Went back to villa after dat.I dropped by Jun Liu’s villa for fun and stuff then i went over to Brenda and Yee Suan’s bunk for some chit chat and tv before finally retiring in my own villa after a few games wif Sant and gang which is quite a distance away.End of day1.Pretty happy.
 
Day2:
Woke up at 7 25 when we were supposed to report at 7 30 hahaz.Rushed to get ready then set off to makan wif makan gang.Played some retarded games then we went for lunch at Mahkota Parade.Makaned pizza hut which was realli good.Yee Suan somehow claimed dat i got molested by a small boy which is utter rubbish lolShopping after dat and i bought a tshirt and a lovely cap=)Went to musuem for awhile for some sketching then we were free for quite awhile.My gang went supermarketing for snacks and drinks while Sant’s group went to buy stuff for barbecue.Went back after dat and had barbecue and stuff.Realli good.Then ChunMing pushed me into the pool and soon everyone was in the pool.I left early though cos i was pretty tired.The best day of the trip=)
Day3:
Final day.Breakfast then group photo then some last minute shopping.I bought Therion’s Gothic Kaballah and Nightwish’s End Of Innocence dvd!Yayest!Hahaz.Went for lunch at kfc then off we left for singapore.Bought mangoes back=)Reached Dover mrt and then here i am now.Great trip=)I realli miss hanging out wif u guys and i can’t believe we’re not gonna see each other for 4 weeks hahaz.Anywayz more photos tml or sumthin i promise hahaz.Dat’s about it for da most memorable trip i had so far=).Toodles=)

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Response Again
Lol u noe dat wadeva u or ur X Y Z say,i wun pay attention or give a damn rite?I’m happy now so why should i do something?
 
Dun bother replying=)
 
Constant Motion-Dream Theater
Tunnel vision at blinding speed
Controlling my thoughts, obsessing me
Void of any uncertainty
Throughout my very soul

Lost illusions of mind control
Resisting all hope of letting go
Racing impulse of dark desire
Drives me through the night

I try to shut it down
It leaves me in the dust
No matter what I’ve found
I can never get enough

Frantic actions of insanity
Impulsive laced profanity
Long for elusive serenity
Way out of my control

Traveling through both space and time
(Out of body, out of mind)
Out of control
My wheels in constant motion

Spinning round and round it goes
(I can’t let up, I can’t let go)
Can’t stop this flame from burning
Forever more
Into the night
Blistering

Focus here, focus there
Cannot see the light
(Falling down through the night)
Sprawling everywhere

Searching left, searching right
(Panic setting in, I can no longer fight)
When will this end?

Accelerate, dislocate
(Set to crash and burn, haven’t got time to waste)
Not planning to return

Aggravate, agitate
(When will I ever learn?)
There’s no way out of here
Nowhere to turn

Obsessive yearning
Compulsive burning
Still never learning
Insane random thoughts
Of neat disorder

Scattered wasteland surrounding me
Tattered memories of what used to be
Apocalyptic mind debris
Until we meet again

Traveling through both space and time
(Out of body, out of mind)
Out of control
My wheels in constant motion

Spinning round and round it goes
(I can’t let up, I can’t let go)
Can’t stop this flame from burning
Forever more
Into the night
Blistering

Traveling through both space and time
(Out of body, out of mind)
Out of control
My wheels in constant motion

Spinning round and round it goes
(I can’t let up, I can’t let go)
Can’t stop this flame from burning
Can’t stop the wheels from turning

Traveling through both space and time
(You get yours, and I got mine)
Out of control
My wheels in constant motion

Spinning round and round it goes
(I can’t let up, I can’t let go)
Can’t stop this flame from burning
Forever more
Into the night
Blistering

This song is damn good,i dunno why ppl say it shouldn’t be their 1st single of Systematic Chaos.
Toodles.=)

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Response/Malacca

Response
Hahaz oh pls Brandon,if ur entry was reali supposed to emotionally kill me or sumthin,u gotta harder.U’re either taking things at face value,or you think wayyyyyy too much.I actualli went ‘huh?’ at almost every line.Almost everythin,k lahz,some are based on assumptions.I find dat u are in no position to rant about me too.No i’m not taking out on u,it’s juz my opinion.I wasn’t hurt by ur post at all.I was half amused rather.I thought dat u guys were avoiding me?HUH?!Realli?I was actualli distancing myself from u ppl.I was tryin to fit back in?HUH?realli?!Oh my,i had no idea!I was juz leavin u guys as u are.I’m desperate?!HUHHUHHUH?!?!I think u need to rethink wadeva dat went through ur mind.Cos honestly i feel dat u were squeezing out shit from ur ass so dat there was substance to rant about.The way u describe me sounds like i’m a loner and some shit guy which can’t be explained in words.I think i’ve actualli experienced more in life.While ppl try to understand how i feel,you find misery and anger in it.U dun even tell me how u feel in front of my face.I dun care whether it was you,ZuHuai,Winson or whoever dat initiated this whole thing,i juz find this whole thing ridiculous for i hav never targeted anyone or talked bad about anyone.I accept all you great ppl for you are.Dun make me think twice.If u wanna bullshit about me,u bullshit in front of me.Dun shy shy go one corner blog about this shit.This is exactly why peace is even an illusion in social life.Nvm wadeva.Honestly i am so over this.I decided to blog about this cos i was about to blog about Malacca trip anywayz and i might as well add something anywayz.And whoa!Quite long…….Hahaz…..Seriously,think before u guys speak.
 
At least there’s someone in your group who actualli cares and thinks.
 
If u ppl are actualli avoiding me,then try harder,cos honestly i didnt realise dat.
 
Malacca
I’ve packed for Malacca!!!Hahaz yea i’ve got a class trip to Malacca this weekend.so yupz wun be online.Everyone seems pretty excited man,i’m like juz so-so cos actualli i wanted to jam wif Shaun on sunday.damn.Nvm.At least i get to be wif my class for the weekend.Sharing room wif HotSam=P
 
Today is damn boring juz chatting online and stuff.Realli hav nothin to do.Maybe i should start making plans for next week.
 
Been reading up on my fav bands on Wikipedia.It turned out Fairyland has disbanded,Sonata Arctica fired their guitarist and Stratovarius has a messy history.Sad huh?Anywayz i also watched da video for Constant Motion and i’m realli disappointed they cut quite a chunk from da song.John Myung is now using a 6-String Musicman Bongo porotoype which is pretty cool since Musicman will never make 6strings from dat series unless a high-profiles bassist asks for one’.Not bad huh?!Cheerios to John Myung!
 
Oh check out Kerion and Dreamaker,two metal bands,i think they are quite good heh hehz.
 
Check out Nightwish’s Amaranth video too,though i honestly think its so-so
 
Jordan Rudess got some funky new keyboard man!It’s damn insane hahahaz.
 
Hmmm….nothin much.
 
Actualli alot of things juz dat i forgot hahaz.
 
Kk til sunday,TOODLES!!!!

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Change Of Plans
Was supposed to teach Clare physics but ended up doin maths.Was hoping to watch The Bourne Supremacy but ended up watching Hairspray which was really good=)
 
Anywayz we played Bishi Bashi b4 dat ans it was reali fun.Clare’s my toughest opponent yet which makes it damn fun=)We muz play dat da next time we meet!Hahaz i bought Era’s Vol2 and so far it’s pretty good=)
 
Went her house for awhile after movie then went home.Met Abel on da 52 home and we talked about school and stuff.=)
 
Ok i’m realli tired but happy.
 
Hairspray
Hairspray is a realli good broadway musical movie and it is a must watch.For da 1st time this year,i’ll be giving a 5/5 rating=D
 
I love all da cast and their characters.But these are my fav 2
 
Amanda Bynes.She’s realli realli pretty in da movie.
Christopher Walken.Really funny guy!=D
 
K i’m realli tired and realli happy=D
 
Toodles!

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The Final Chapter

The Final Chapter
Woke up at 10am today and da 1st thing i did was to on my laptop wif a rejuvenated keyboard and started composing The Inevitable Battle V:The Final Chapter.Had difficulties at da beginning cos there were too many instruments and there wasnt enuff ports,so i had to sacrifice a few instruments like Piano,Oboe,Trombone and Vibraphone.Strings,Flute,Horns,Clarinet,Trumpet and Choir was still kept.I have to say that i realli stuck ti my style pretty easily wif this song and it’s a good example of Symphonic Progressive Metal works.Wrapped up everythin at 4pm and i have to say,i really enjoy the final product which clocks up 6:57mins.
 
Ok long day tml.Day out wif Clare Quek gonna teach her physics then movie then arcade with what nots in between.So yupz.Will blog tml then.Toodles!=)

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Break’s Over

Break’s Over
It turned out my laptop was returned on da same day!Da fella juz replaced my entire keyboard.So yupz!back to blogging.
 
Today went out wif Zheng Yi and i have to say it’s one of our best outings other than dat time we wnt Esplanade wif Edwin and Sherman.Yupz did alot of things,met a new fren and many more!But i’m too tired so i’ll juz post pics=P
 
Toodles!
 

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Hiatus
Will be sending laptop for servicing then i also got Malacca trip wif class,so i’ll be taking a break from blogging and msn.In da meantime u can look through my 2 years worth of entries or u can simply visit all these awesome blogs in da links columm on da left=)
 
Looking For Something Era
Lookin' for something
Lookin' for something

Lookin' for something
Somethin' new
Somethin' good
Somethin' fast
Somethin' exciting

Lookin' for something
Lookin' for something
Somethin' warm
Somethin' real
somethin' strong
Somethin' exciting
Somethin' exciting

[Latin verse]

Lookin' for something
Lookin' for something
Somethin' warm
Somethin' good
Somethin' strong
Somethin' exciting

Lookin' for something
I wanna cherish something
I wanna feel
Somethin' warm
Somethin' real
Somethin' exciting
Somethin' exciting...

[Latin verse]

Lookin' for something
Lookin' for something

[Latin verse]

Lookin' for something
Lookin' for something
I wanna cherish something
I wanna feel
Somethin' warm
Somethin' real
Somethin' exciting
Lookin' for something
 
I’m hooked to this song and it’s my number1 fav now=)
But i can’t find da friggin latin words for da verses!Damn….><
Oh oh,dance concerts should have an item wif dis song being played.=D
Kk toodles=)

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Dreams
How similiar are dreams and reality?If u dream of something,does it look the same in reality if u ever see it?How accurate are dreams?For example,let’s say……..u imagine someone in underwear,is dat how dat person will look like in underwear in reality?How about emotions?If u do something for da 1st time but its in ur dreams,is da feelings u have da exact same feeling if dat happens in reality?Quite a few weeks back,i dreamt dat i kissed…..well,her.When i woke up,i kinda realised its da same feeling as when i kissed 2 years back,juz dat i’ve not felt dat way for a long time.If u dream dat u have gotten ur dream job,is dat feeling of elation going to be exact same feeling if dat happens real life?
 
No matter what,dreams are still proof that one has an open mind.If u ever remember how ur dreams go,do u realize dat one thing can lead to another even though these 2 can never connect in reality?Ur dreams go wild and anythin can happen.If we could apply the way we dream to the way we think,it would be amazing.A good movie to refer to is Bridge To Terebithia.
 
Machines
When i was at Claire’s blog a a few days ago,I was reading da line at da bottom of the window.’Defy Machines.They are taking over the world,she said’.How true is dat?Juz look around as u read this.Isn’t there a machine somewhere in sight?Of course!If not how could u read dis!
 
I’m not complaining dat machines should never exist.Of course it would be a great tool.But isnt life juz okay now?Yes we always wish that things would be betta.Things would be more convinient if somethin was invented.But seriously,can’t we juz live like this now?Wif all these advanced science things and new wierd things trying to improve lives.Is it really neccesary?We should be focusing our lives on improving ourselves,instead of improving conditions to suit us ppl with silver spoons in our mouth.
 
Stem Cell research,what for?!So we hav found a way to heal……..by taking away another life?U ppl actualli have the mind to even do it without hesitating?I think there should be a time where we should juz put down everything and realize how wonderful this world we are living in is.
 
Are u justified in taking life to save life?
 
Toodles.
 
The Great Debate Dream Theater
"A gallop snapshot poll taken immediately after President Bush’s speach on
funding embryonic stem cell research last night shows that half of Americans
approve of his decision, 25% do not, and still another 25% are not sure what
to think."

"Most people don’t even know what stem cells are."

"Who is going to scream the loudest? Will it be the right-to-lifers or will
it be the scientists? And now what is going to happen is there will be a
tremendous amount of lobbying in Washington, D.C.: scientists,
entertainers, people who want to see this research – will be coming forth."

"I am concerned about it. Christopher Reeves is concerned about it.
Everyone is concerned about it. The big question is do the ends justify
the means? When we talk about research, yes, we can cure a lot of things…
speculatively. But, where is the proof?"

"These developing human beings that you are talking about, these embryos,
were produced in an artificial, scientific environment. In vitro
fertilization is not God’s will."

"That doesn’t make them any less human, though, after that happens."

"We are on a road where we really don’t know where we are going as far as
what’s next. We are talking about harvesting embryos. We are talking about
this, we are talking about that, but what is the cost?"

"How could we possibly abandon the research?"

"That is right. That is the old question? If you think the research is good
then you may not have a problem with it. It is only if you think the
research is questionable that you get defensive about it. (You do have time
to research these embryos later if we choose to do so. While people are
suffering, we are not truly certain that this will provide a cure.)"

"And there was a great outrage in the conservative churches… You cannot
use developing humans… At that point in time they turn into humans."

"I feel that abandoning this research could be a mistake. Researching this
may allow us to save other lives or at least to improve the quality of
lives."

"We do not have the answers, yet. We need to put the money where we will get
those answers in the future. Listen, we are out of time."

What if someone said
Promise lies ahead
Hopes are high in certain scientific circles
Life won’t have to end
You could walk again

What if someone said
Problems lie ahead
They’ve uncovered something highly controversial
The right to life is strong
Can’t you see it’s wrong

Humankind has reached a turning point
Poised for conflict at ground zero
Ready for a war
Do we look to our unearthly guide
Or to white coat heroes
Searching for a cure

Turn to the light
Don’t be frightened of the shadows it creates
Turn to the light
Turning away would be a terrible mistake

Anarchistic moral vision
Industries of death
Facing violent opposition
Unmolested breathe

Ethic inquisitions breed
Antagonistic views
Right wing sound bite premonitions
In a labyrinth of rules

Are you justified
Are you justified
Are you justified
Justified in taking
Life to save life
Life to save life
Taking life to save life

This embryonic clay
Wrapped in fierce debate
Would be thrown away
Or otherwise discarded

Some of us believe
It may hold the key
To treatment of disease
And secrets highly guarded

Are you justified
Are you justified
Are you justified
Justified in taking
Life to save life
Life to save life
Life to save life

Human kind has reached a turning point
Poised for conflict at ground zero
Ready for a war
Do we look to our unearthly guide
Or to white coat heroes

Turn to the light
Don’t be frightened of the shadows it creates
Turn to the light
Turning away would be a terrible mistake

We’re reaching
But have we gone too far

Harvesting existence
Only to destroy
Carelessly together
We are sliding

Someone else’s future
Four days frozen still
Someone else’s fate
We are deciding

Miracle potential
Sanctity of life
Faced against each other
We’re divided

Should we push the boundaries
Or should we condemn
Moral guilt and science
Have collided

Turn to the light
We defy our own mortality these days
Turn to the light
Pay attention to the questions we have raised

"One of the big questions that still remains for me, though, is that all of
these embryos that are sent or will be discarded – is this worse than just
throwing those away?"

"You do not know that all of these will be discarded. All of a sudden you
say which ones will be discarded. And all of sudden you have people being
solicited for parts of their anatomy. Then they harvest parts of people’s
bodies. That is how it starts."

"People are not soliciting; there are fertility clinics that have extra
embryos."

"The research is a scientific advancement. I know we are going down a road
that we may not know where we end, but that is exactly what science is all
about. I am very sorry, but I do feel sympathy for those whose spines have
been severed… There is a possibility that we might cure them. I am
concerned about a cure for juvenile diabetes and if these types of
scientific advancement can cure these diseases, then quite candidly I think
there ought to be at least what President Bush has proposed: some limited
research."

"Stem cells come from developing human beings and they should not be
experimented on that doesn’t make sense or that is unethical, but at the
same time there is great promise."

"I have a 28-year old son who is paraplegic. And if there is a small
chance that my son can be able to have feeling and be able to walk then I am
all for it."

"Human beings have been evolving for 10’s of thousands of years and we are
just injecting cells from embryos into people’s brains. How do we come to
do something like that?"

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