Tough

Tough

Minun tarvitsee tauon.

 

Minä tarvitsen sinua.

 

Oh great,Joint Crit3 submission seems tougher now and my Gems assignment is MUCH tougher than i thought it would be.But jamming today was fun=).What a good break from all this chaos in school and stuff.We jammed The Killers and Incubus.The songs were new to me and i had to crash course them,but they turned out pretty well=).The Killer’s Bones was particularly well done.Sant on keyboards and vocals,Zu Huai on guitars,myself on bass and Winson on drums.Pretty awesome…..=)

 

2nd breakfasted with the usual group plus Yee Suan at fc2,was mentioning the funny architecture facebook group i saw last night and we were all laughing at it haha.Chatted with Yee Suan quite abit.Thinkin back,it’s amazing how people change within a year.Myself included.

 

Just what drives me to do the things i want to do?Finnish,bass,composing,architecture,Enthrall Masquerade,etc.Just what?I myself don’t know why i am pushing so hard in these stuff even though i remember that i am dust,and to dust i shall return.

 

And the 1st 2 lines of this entry,i stand by them firmly.I really meant them as i was typing them.

 

Toodles.

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Brothers Of True Metal

Brothers Of True Metal

ghost …. sinner… says:

lol

ghost …. sinner… says:

its good for ur health listening to metal ~

Adam Wesley Aw————–To weep upon her days of yore says:

mmhmm!

Adam Wesley Aw————–To weep upon her days of yore says:

i can’t agree more!

ghost …. sinner… says:

xD

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=)

 

School’s alright these days i guess.While i think these 3 weeks are gonna be quite tough and stressful,it could also be fun in class too with all my crazy classmates.

 

I’m actually jamming tml amidst all this mayhem hahha.Jamming with the likes of Zu Huai,Winson and Sant.So yea,just reliving the good old days for me=)

 

Why are entertainers getting paid much more than educators?Do comment on this,the Comment button is just below.

 

Toodles.

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Your Mum

Your Mum

Nothing much,just something from Kevin’s class blog.Toodles!

 

Your mama so old I told her to act her own age, and she died.

Your mama so old her social security number is 1!

Your mama so old that when she was in school there was no history class.

Your mama so old she has a picture of Moses in her yearbook.

Your mama so old her birth certificate says expired on it.

Your mama so old she knew Burger King while he was still a prince.

Your mama so old she was a waitress at the Last Supper.

Your mama so old she ran track with dinosaurs.

Your mama so old her birth certificate is in Roman numerals.

Your mama so bald you can see whats on her mind

Your mama so bald that she took a shower and got brain-washed.

Your mama so hairy you almost died of rugburn at birth!

Your mama so dirty she has to creep up on bathwater.

Your mama so dirty she makes mud look clean.

Your mama so dirty that she was banned from a sewage facility because of sanitation worries!

Your mama so dirty that you can’t tell where the dirt stops and she begins.

Your mama so stupid it took her 2 hours to watch 60 minutes

Your mama so stupid when she saw the NC-17 (under 17 not admitted) sign, she went home and got 16 friends

Your mama so stupid when your dad said it was chilly outside, she ran outside with a spoon

Your mama so stupid she told everyone that she was "illegitiment" because she couldn’t read

Your mama so stupid that she puts lipstick on her head just to make-up her mind

Your mama so stupid you have to dig for her IQ!

Your mama so stupid she got locked in a grocery store and starved!

Your mama so stupid that she tried to put M&M’s in alphabetical order!

Your mama so stupid she could trip over a cordless phone!

Your mama so stupid she bought a solar-powered flashlight!

Your mama so stupid she asked you "What is the number for 911"

Your mama so stupid she took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept.

Your mama so stupid when she read on her job application to not write below the dotted line she put "O.K."

Your mama so stupid she got stabbed in a shoot out.

Your mama so stupid she stole free bread.

Your mama so stupid she took a spoon to the superbowl.

Your mama so stupid when you stand next to her you hear the ocean!

Your mama so stupid she sits on the TV, and watches the couch!

Your mama so stupid that she thought Boyz II Men was a day care center.

Your mama so stupid she bought a videocamera to record cable tv shows at home.

Your mama so stupid when she went to take the 44 bus, she took the 22 twice instead.

Your mama so stupid she jumped out the window and went up.

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Bus Ride

Bus Ride

Yes Namie,it isn’t just a bus ride away.

 

It’s so saddening for me to see things coming so early like a year and a half ago,but it never really stuck me til like wad,last month?I think i’m the only one feeling it.Am i just over reacting?I don’t know,but things are going to suck.

 

I don’t know how to download Autodesk Viz 2008.I think i shall ask Stefan tomorrow!It’s 3 weeks of torture til my next submission.I hope,that my plan i created will work.Work just enough for me to submit everything well on time.Well as in decent,not overwhelmingly good.

 

Lol i realised i still suck quite abit at Finnish(Suomi).I need to find more time to brush it up.As in u can tell i sought help quite abit in my previous entry.Oh well.Buck up Adam!!

 

Still hooked to Tristania.Whoosh!

 

Toodles.

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Suomi

Suomi

Toivon, että tämä kääntyy pois sujuvasti, mutta aion silti käyttää minun toinen blog enemmän henkilökohtaisia asioita.

Kuoro meni hyvin tänään. Matthew on saada paremmin laulaen ja toivon, että hän oleskelee. Olen ehdottomasti pelkäätkö koulussa maanantaina, koska sen työn määrää, minun täytyy tehdä. Olen kuitenkin edelleen iloinen ystävieni auttaa minua matkan varrella. Jos ei aion kamppailee.

Kaipaan menossa ulos hänen kanssaan. Kyllä olen varma, että te ihmiset tietävät, jotka puhun. Yksi kansallisen junior college. Hän näyttää olevan kamppailee koulussa. I rukoilen Jumalaa, että kaikki on hyvä häntä.

Siirryn muihin asioihin, olen laulamista, seurakunnan ensi viikolla. Lopuksi! Vaikuttaa siltä, kauan sitten, koska tein sen. Toivottavasti minun ääneni kuulostaa paremmin sen jälkeen, kun kuuntelee Tristania. HAHA.

Olen todella vaivautunut, jonka työn määrää, minun täytyy nyt tehdä. Niin paljon, että se on mielestäni kaikkien time.I todella tarvitsevat tauon aikana vapaapäiviä.

Aion lopettaa tämä merkintä tästä. Toodles!

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Dream Of A Dream So Far Away

Dream Of A Dream So Far Away

Had a really really weird dream last night.As in,even the people involved in it aren’t even whom i expected to appear in my dream.I don’t care if that sentence was grammaticaly correct or wrong,it was all too weird.

 

What on earth was i thinkin last night?!?

 

Choir today,my last Saturday of rest before the nightmare begins.

 

Toodles.

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You Know/Lethean River

You Know

You know u aren’t having enough sleep when u can see ur eyebags through the reflection from your laptop.

You know u are going crazy when you are smiling and laughing at yourself while listening to doom metal.

You know u need a break from schoolwork when ur laptop crashes.

You know,life’s such a berserked thing.

 

You know u will spend more time jamming during the hols when ppl like Yee Suan asks u to jam with her for fun.

You know u will not be able to finish your submission in time when the lecturer even says so.

You know a concert is good when so many have bought the tix on the day is starts selling and you have not bought yours yet.

You know,time is never on our side.

 

You know u had a great Fuel session when u can see everyone had fun.

You know u had a great Fuel session when there’s positive response from most of the people.

You know u had a great Fuel session when u end it feeling accomplished.

You know,i shall just end here.

 

Toodles.

 

Lethean River-Tristania

"Agnus Dei…"

Rise my clandestines, thy secrecies invoked
Streams of argentine across eyelids are drawn
Rise upon the tide, my castaway’s outworn
Fall from distant worlds and redeyed skies above
Gesture of an argentine moisture
like snow upon the riverine
Gesture of an argentine moisture
so sore upon congeal skin
Ardency of life forsakened
time will gather the source of thy secrecies
Ardency of life forsakened
in swarthy hours thou ponder still
Invoke thy aeons in a dream
entrancing sleep
profound and prolix
Estranged to life’s utility
Bequest thy endurance in the times of
lethargic
Lead me down in wailing hours
to the riverside
Reveal to me thy secrecies
hidden in the wan deep of thy infinite mourning
Lethean river carry me beneath thy riverine

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Simildo/A Sequel Of Decay

Simildo

Ok.So today i finally had Sushi Tei with…………GERALDINE SEAH!!!Haha ok it’s weird saying Geraldine.Anyway,for a change i tried the Niku Ramen.Geri tried some cream sauce Salmon thing.Obviously we had Pino and Coffee Balls.

 

Me:Ok,this is my last ball.

Geri:(quiet)

Me:(quiet)

Me:This is my last coffee ball.

Geri:Ohhhh.

 

Haha it was funny cos Geri couldn’t really talk much cos her food was too good.So we ended up typing on her phone most of the time.She ate damn slow.I actually plannd to only be late for school by 1 hour,but by the time she ended,it was really not worth going to school.We paid up and went off to church.Geri’s leg has not fully healed,so we took quite a slow but enjoyable walk.

 

Joined Lucas in church where i did abit of work.Sam and Kit joined us later and soon we all made our way to Geri’s house for a movie!Simildo was the name of the movie.It was a pretty good movie about the Korean unit which trained inhumanely and in the end had to be terminated.Really brilliant show i find.

 

Lucas fetched me home.Thanks for the ride.U still haven’t drift ur car yet lol.

 

Listenin to Tristania’s A Sequel Of Decay simply reinforced the reaons why i simply adore Østen Bergøy and Vibeke Stene so much.Østen’s voice is so dramatic in the song and it really flowed very well with the very saddening lyrics.I’ve never ben hooked to a song as much as this song in my life before.Wow.

 

Toodles.

 

A Sequel Of Decay-Tristania

In decadence I take thee by the hand
too frail…to gain the promised land
too frail…to take your pain away
too frail…a sequel of decay

May milleniums gather
on the mirage of desolated souls
far between departure and sorrow
I breed my afterthought
In thy hours of vast dejection’s haunt…wane

An angel strays upon my door
so frail and lost within
To weep upon her days of yore
my decadent come in
Her stain and tears upon my floor
the sorrow that she brings
Devotion of a life outworn
in decadence come in

May thy lids desorb from emerald seas
a pending solitary
Though thy pain redeems, life it seems to be
a fragile sanctuary

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Kolme

Kolme

My blog turns 3 today.So yea heh.

 

Staircase submission might just be the easiest submission so far.The following one,JC3,however,may be the toughest i will ever face.

 

Schoolwork is still discouraging for me.Struggling to grasp most of the basics even.I’m feeling pretty lost now.Not only in school.I feel really confused over some things and i dunno why but i’m feeling weird over some stuffs all the time.I should be glad that this is happening to us now.But yet i fear that history might repeat a third time.And if it ever does,it’s entirely my fault and i should deserve to be in that situation if that ever happens.

 

On the brighter side of things,my Tristania’s Beyond The Veil cd has finally arrived from Europe.A really good listen with fantastic album art too.Vibeke Stene is suh a sight to behold and listening to her simply takes your breath away too.

 

It’s so sad that everyone’s so occupied with exams and stuff.So much that don’t even have the chance to chat up with them.

 

Toodles.

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Sushi Tei/Hymn Choosing/American Pie

Sushi Tei

Ok i don’t really have anything to do now,which is realy rare,so i guess i shall blog abit to while away time.

 

Sushi Tei was rather pleasant with Zheng Yi on Friday night.It’s always great meeting up with him for we have so much to talk about.Futhermore it was after DC Submission for me so it was pretty good hanging out after that.

 

Sushi Tei-ed again on Saturday with family for lunch.Not as shiok,but still good=)

 

I’m either going there again on Tuesday or Friday with Geri,at long last.She finally recovered from her car accident a few weeks back and is ready to have some good Pino with me.=P

 

Hymn Choosing

Instead of night prac yesterday we had our 1st mass hymn choosing session.It was our 1st time,so there were faults here and there.We did not really choose hymns for all the weeks we wanted to,but it was okay overall.Joel Koh’s brother was really irritating though.People like Samuel,Stacie and especially Crystal could really tell me irritation.I was mentioning to Crystal that i wasn’t too sure if she should pity me cos i was choosing hymns with him,or i should pity her since he’s in sop and she’s sop SL haha.He was wearing a green tshirt btw,so when i mentioned him as the Green Guy,Samuel thought i referred to him as Shrek hahaha.

 

Hopefully future hymn chossing sessions will be more of a breeze than last night.It was fun though.=)

 

American Pie

Went to Lucas’ house last night to watch American Pie and American Pie2.Really really really hilarious hahaha.The Jim guy mistook super glue for lubricant and used it on his dick lol,ended up having his hand stuck below.Was really hilarious la haha.Not a must watch,but still….haha.

 

Ok moving to other stuff before ending this.I’m still waiting for the Queensway guy to call me to tell me that my Tristania cd has arrived.I really wonder if it will really come.Being able to order it is really music to my ears,and usually good things never work out for me.The last good thing that actually worked out was prob one of the days during the hols back in June.

 

My blog turns 3 tomorrow!Which means,it’ll need a new title and sub-heading.Everytime i look back at my entries right from Sec3,i realise how much i have actually grown.I realised how much my mentality has changed,how much my music taste has changed and how much i have improved at bass.Wow.

 

Toodles.

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