Beautiful Things That Spring From These Rows/Can You Be More Random Than This?/Labyrinthitis/Memories

Beautiful Things That Spring From These Rows

 

This was taken last Monday.Introduced Sumo House to Isabel and she loved it.=)

 

I think this event was a key event in the road to recovering from depression cos it made me aware of friendships even more.It was the 1st time i saw her since last year and it was really great,meeting up and all.Some things changed,some things remained the same.One thing was that she was the one who wanted to take a pic instead of me LOL.I’m of course,referring to June9 last year.

 

I may need to hang out with her one last time before she leaves for London.

 

Can You Be More Random Than This?

Me: I went Sentosa yesterday. I’m so burnt lol.

 

Mystery Friend: Oh holy. Didn’t jio us! Wat is tis? $#!?% hah. My vulgariti pro rite? Stay happy & more happy happy events come! Yippy ya ya yippy ya. My oh my. I a barbie girl.

 

Labyrinthitis

Yes,that’s what i’m suffering from.A mild one that is.It’s an inner ear inflammation.That’s what the doctor said,i then went home and did tons of research on it.And one thing for sure,this really explains all the random tinnitus and vertigos i experienced last week and all.In fact i still hear weird stuffs now.Whoosh.I should be cured within a few days if i remember to take my meds lol.I’m really not used to taking them haha.I mean,i think i last went to the doctor’s in sec1-2?That’s like eons ago.I rarely fall sick,so yea.

 

Honestly it’s quite cool getting such an infection,i mean,you don’t hear many people getting such things LOL.

 

Oh well,recording tomorrow.Fuel/Knn social on Sat plus choir! 😀

 

Toodles.

 

Memories-Eisley

He was throwing grain into the ground below, ground below
With dreary circles of his arm, going slow, very slow
His cap pulled down roun’ his ears to
Hide the smile and watery tears

My loving wife is so wonderful
How small seeds gracefully to grow
Into beautiful things that spring from these rows
With their musical names and musical sound

Dreary birds parade across the dreary sky, but down below
The woman absent mindedly begins to sow, how she sows the
Seeds her husband loved so much, but he’s no longer
Here with us

But her life is so beautiful
As memories continue to grow
Into beautiful things that spring from these rows
With their musical names and musical sound
Beautiful things that spring from these rows
With their musical names and musical sounds, and musical sounds

Distant tho I am
Orange, gold, and green
Firing, flaming, colors surround me
I’m always wondering where you are.
I’m always wondering where you are.
Darling shouldn’t I be the one
Wondering after all I am the one who is gone
I’m always wondering where you are.
I’m always wondering where you are.
Darling shouldn’t I be the one
Wondering after all I am the one who is gone
I’m always wondering.
I was just wondering.
I was just wondering.
I’m the one…who is gone
Who is gone

But, there’s beautiful things that spring from these rows
With their musical names, and musical sounds
Musical sounds

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Smiling Mask/Rescue Me

Smiling Mask

I’m just supposed to smile so that i will not affect your mood right?It’s all about you right?

 

Today has been a good day and all,but just thinking about some people and how they never change despite their words(it’s always words huh) just frustrates me even more.I know i don’t bother about our friendship anymore and just see how things go between us,but sometimes i just can’t help but feel frustrated over it all over again.How it seems you just talk to me now cos of how i feel.And how you would just not bother when i’m fine.I don’t care about your apologies anymore.I really don’t want to care anymore.

 

On a more lighter note,i don’t know if i should get Trail of Tears’ Tribulation or Leaves’ Eyes’ Njord.Bleargh.

 

Toodles.

 

Rescue Me-The Gathering

All I want
is to be where you are
Wisdom
will nurse you

Pass your sense
on to me
Weigh my hands
And help me

I gasp
for air
what is the wear
That shows on my face

Pass your sense
on to me
Weigh my hands
Rescue me

I rinse my face
in water
My breath runs out
in the waves

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Above The Waves/Beneath The Waves

Above The Waves

Ok before i start,i admit.When i entered the subtitle for my previous entry,i posted Banana Split Finale as Banana Split Facade.Luckily i changed it.Phew.

 

Sentosa-ed today with Nicole and Angie,fun!!!!! 😀

 

 

Ok that was tiring.

 

Bubble tea tomorrow!!!Prata with Angie too.The fun just doesn’t stop now that JC3 is done!!!

 

In other news,i have scored Hurt finally and emailed the respective files already.I have already booked recording days for Matt and Namie.YESAH!!!

 

Toodles.

 

Beneath The Waves-Ayreon

Beneath The Waves]

[Daniel Gindelow:]
The water breaks the golden sunrays
Silver dances on the wave
But a memory…

I often dream about the old days
Playing hide and seek within the caves
But a memory…

[Bob Catley:]
I still feel the rising tides embrace me
Carrying me to a place unknown
But a memory…

I remember all the love they gave me
In this fluid world we call our home
But a memory…

[Anneke van Giersbergen, Floor Jansen:] Beneath the waves we were invincible
[Floor Jansen:] In a world without frontiers
[Anneke van Giersbergen:] World without walls
[Anneke van Giersbergen, Floor Jansen:] Beneath the waves we were inseparable
[Floor Jansen:] In a world without walls

[Steve Lee:]
Faces of cerulean oceans
Mirroring stars and sable skies
But a memory…

How I miss the sense of sweet emotions
Of a world so pure, devoid of cries
Blind a memory…

[Jorn Lande:] Beneath the waves we were unbeatable
[Floor Jansen:] In the silence of the sea;
[Jorn Lande:] In a world without frontiers
[Floor Jansen:] World without walls
[Jorn Lande:] Beneath the waves we were untouchable
[Floor Jansen:] In the kingdom of the free;
[Jorn Lande:] In a world without walls

[Steve Lee:] Beneath the waves we were invincible
[Floor Jansen:] In the silence of the sea;
[Steve Lee:] In a world without frontiers
[Floor Jansen:] World without walls
[Steve Lee:] Beneath the waves we were inseparable
[Floor Jansen:] In the kingdom of the free;
[Steve Lee:] In a world without walls

[Face The Facts]

[Hansi Kursch, Anneke van Giersbergen, Floor Jansen:]
Face the facts, there is no way back
Arise! It’s time to act
Face the acts, our future is black
Our eyes were on the wrong track [x3]

[But A Memory…]

[Tom Englund:]
Water breaks the golden sunrays
Silver dances on the wave
But a memory…

I often dream about the old days
Playing hide and seek within the caves
But a memory…

[World Without Walls]

[Jorn Lande:] Beneath the waves we were unbeatable
[Floor Jansen:] In the silence of the sea
[Jorn Lande:] In a world without frontiers
[Floor Jansen:] World without walls
[Jorn Lande:] Beneath the waves we were untouchable
[Floor Jansen:] In our kingdom of the free
[Jorn Lande:] In a world without walls
[Floor Jansen:] World without walls
[Jorn Lande:] Beneath the waves we were invincible
[Floor Jansen:] In the silence of the sea
[Jorn Lande:] In a world without frontiers
Beneath the waves we were inseparable
[Floor Jansen:] In our kingdom of the free
[Jorn Lande:] In a world without walls

[Reality Bleeds]

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Banana Split Finale/Glass House/District9

Banana Split Finale

Angie randomly asked me out for Icekimo on Friday while i was building model,i figured i really needed a break,so i just went along.We had our last ever free banana split since they have stopped giving out those cards.Probably our last Icekimo outing before she leaves too.=( Hate it when people leave.

 

I think that evening was really great overall,after a whole day of hard work,the break was really fantasmic.We walked all the way home from Icekimo,and i have to say,the walk was really refreshing and we had a pretty nice chat and all.It really got me smiling after a tough day.

 

Glass House

Fish&Co dinner at Glass House with SP Jazz Band peeps cos it was a farewell dinner for Kathryn who is going to Berklee.Honestly,other than Leonard,i’ve not seen any jazz band peeps for eons.Seeing them again was great.Kathryn and I just kept talking about the old times and how fun they were and stuff.We talked a lot about the different concerts we went to too.The weird thing about farewell dinners is that the farewell person usually gets left out during the majority of the dinner.And also,i still feel i have made the right choice leaving jazz band.I can never work there again,despite the fun i had 2 years back.

 

We walked all the way to City Hall before deciding to go home -.-

 

District9

Submission today was rather smooth.I’m really glad all this is almost over.I really hated JC3 and stuff.Honestly the grades are very demoralizing for me,considering the amount of effort i put in for each submission.Really frustrating.

 

Watched District9 with Chun Ming,Brandon and Christine.Really realy good movie.Everyone of age should watch.Peter Jackson impresses me once again.I’m not good at movie critiques,so yea,just watch!!!

 

Pretty excited about Opeth coming to Singapore =) Honestly though,it kinda splits me in two,since it falls on my birthday,thus making me cancel half of how i wish my birthday to be like.But ah well,it’s OPETH!Not as good as Dream Theater or Vibeke Stene,but it’s still OPETH!

 

Been listening to Katatonia these days.Hmmm….

 

Toodles.

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31/Extension

31

Happy birthday Vibeke Stene!!!!Though my blog is 2 days late in wishing you,i wasn’t!

 

To celebrate this joyous occasion (haha),i decided to go hunt for more pictures.

 

 

Woohoo.

 

Extension

Monday,other than the birthday thing,was a pretty good day.Lunch with Isabel Teh was great.Have not met up since last December so it was really fun chatting with her and all.I’m glad we’re still friends throughout all these years.I brought her to Sumo House.Glad she liked it. 😀

 

Then came the news about project extention.A big cheer in class,though the extension threw my schedule off balance.It’s still great though.Got more breathing space.It does mean however,i have less time to rehearse for FREEd event in church.pfft.

 

Makan with Song Pei was great too,all the chat about Finland and stuff.I’m definitely going in this lifetime.

 

Hmmm,i’m too tired to continue work tonight.I need to order acoustic bass strings,5 strings since Singapore only have 4strings.Sian.

 

Toodles.

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Corsets

Corsets

 

JC3 submission is like a corset.Wrapping around me so tightly,suffocating me,but yet the end result,my plans,the 3D renderings,they are beautiful.Well i hope they will be beautiful at least!!

 

Friendships can be like corsets too.Seems so great on the outisde,yet killing you inside.

 

Don’t misunderstand me though,corsets are damn hot!Thanks to Geri,i’m a little interested in these fashion attires now.Oh,and Charlie the Unicorn haha.

 

Back to work.Toodles.

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I Will Seek Solace

I Will Seek Solace

Hey,you know that you can talk to me if you need someone yea.

 

Bakerzin with Angie on Wednesday was a rather good one.She wanted pasta so i introduced her to that place and she kinda liked it,the ambience and all.We pretty much talked here and there,about our problems,random stuffs,and our views on what’s going on around us.

 

I think something i reminded myself after that dinner and after a random chat with Marianne Chan was that people just take friendships for granted (still).People just assume their friends will always be there when they need them.And when they don’t need them,they leave them alone.We’re not talking about not showing gratitude anymore,we’re talking about even feeling grateful.

 

Oh and i guess i’m wrong.This blog doesn’t need to have anyone to read,as long as i write for personal satisfaction,i guess i’ll just keep blogging.It’s already been 4 years of blogging here.Not bad eh.

 

And yea,please take care.Try to cheer up! 😀

 

Toodles.

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Alleviate

Alleviate

It was only temporary,the few days of ecstacy.The whole good feeling,just blindly focused on one thing.And once that one thing is taken away from you,you then realize how far you have strayed.How blind you have been.How stupid you were.

 

I was blindly looking forward to kite flying today.I already knew something would go wrong and that it would be cancelled,yet i stupidly decided to just look forward to it anyway,so much that i could not sleep much last night.I thought i was being pessimistic and stuff.Maybe i can tell the future but just refuse to believe.Maybe i’m a Cassandra to myself.Or maybe,i can just understand people so well.But yet i choose to turn away from all these and believe that everything will be okay.It’s all my fault.

 

So kite flying indeed got cancelled and lucky Angie is available to save me.She’s great i tell you.But with while thing gone,i suddenly realize how much i am in trouble for my submission and how little time there is left.I realize which friends i have subconsiously left behind amidst my temporary delirium.I thought my depression was over and gone for good.I frickin thought so.Maybe i am really better off dead.

 

Heck,who the hell reads here anyway.No one really comments anymore.I don’t know who i’m writing to anymore.It used to be Alison Teo Pei Shan,that was the reason for starting.Now she’s kinda out of the whole thing,i don’t know the purpose for writing here.I really treasure the memories here,but maybe it’s time i stopped.No one reads this anyway.

 

Oh trinity,

Please stop this insanity…

 

I no longer know who i should trust,who my friends are.I fought so hard to keep this day free,did all my research on travelling and brought all that i needed.Made sure photoshoot would be postponed,thanked God that mosque visit was in the morning.Heck,God,are you even there?

 

This is getting ridiculously stupid.

 

Toodles to anyone out there.

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Hug

Hug

Really cute sketch by Cheryl 😀

 

Hugs can make the world go round.Hugs can make MY world go round.

 

I think it’s by these really simple actions that really put smiles on people’s faces.A simple sign of love,friendship,affection,trust etc.

 

And shit,i planned to finish 1st and 2nd storey today,it’s almost 11pm,i’ve not bathed and i’m not even a quarter done for 1st storey!!!There’s got to me more to life than just architecture and routine lives man. Urgh.

 

In other news,i have writted music for my song Hurt already!:D

 

Eat.

Sleep.

Architecture.

 

Toodles.

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Back In 1979/Future Dreams

Back In 1979

 

😀

 

Future Dreams

This is what life is all about isn’t it?Getting through all the thorns in life,blossoming in glory at the end of it all with your loved one,only to wilt and die after all.

 

I wilk keep moving on,no matter what.It’s not for myself,but for my friends.

 

My life may seem like shit,but i’ll just find hope out of somewhere,anywhere.

 

In other news,steamboat tomorrow with classmates!!!Our class really bonded this year man,maybe it’s cos we’re graduating soon.I was having lunch with Song Pei and we were just reminiscing over the old year1 times and how we grew so fast within 3 years in poly.I admit,architecture has really pushed and challeneged me to do things i never thought i could have done.The amount of work and time management within such short periods of time.But we must always remember we don’t live just for school or schoolwork.We live to enjoy life to the fullest.Cheers.

 

Toodles.

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