January
Farewell To A Legend:
So saying goodbye to someone isn’t always easy especially when it comes suddenly.Someone who would really listen to you,give strong advise.Someone with a good sense of humour.Someone who understands.Someone who cares…..
Change is inevitable and sometimes changes isn’t a good start to a new year.Sometimes people need time to swallow the effect of changes.Sometimes we should just let go of the past and not look back too often.
While one’s departure might be somethin huge,it is not the end of somethin,but a start of a new chapter.Let us all not look back too much.I’m sure her return will never ever happen.
February
To Put An End To It All:
It’s pretty nerve-wrecking receiving results isn’t it?
After 4 years of slogging.This month marks the end of a step in my life and a start of something new(didn’t mean to be cheesy).Based on experience within this,i have learnt.That sometimes it is good to listen to friends,sometimes,one should juz believe himself.
Never let anyone’s words bring you down.Never let anyone’s words wear you out.Never let anyone’s words crush ur confidence.The only person that can bring you down is yourself.
Never think too lowly of yourself and remain stuck in the gutters thinking that ‘i’m too lousy’,for you will never improve in life.
March
Technology:
Getting somethin new to play with is always something great,especially somethin like a laptop.But yet these are the very objects which can harm us.Addiction plays a major role in this.Life these days is too dependant on technology.Everything we work for is stored in databases.Identity files are now stored in hard drives.Sometimes i find technology as a nuisance instead of a help.
Gone are the days when we would simply go out with our friends in the neighbourhood for fun and games,something called Interaction and Socialising.Now,these 2 words are defined as simply staying at home,chatting on MSN,playing some online game etc.I’m not sayin dat dis is a bad thing,for these things are useful without a doubt…but don’t u think it’s taking over lifes?I realised it and have controlled myself,but what about the majority?
April
Heaven’s Scent:
Things never ever go your way.Even if it does,it’s onli 10% of the time.
I liked you for who you are and ur personality.I liked u since the 1st time i saw u.But rejection’s somethin i have to face,especially when it comes to me so frankly like a slap in the face.It’s somethin which realli affected me.It isn’t the 1st time i felt dat way,so dat feelin within me was a deja vu.I’m over it now,but i still hope we can be good friends.I noe we’re finally startin to talk now,so i am thankful for that,for i dreaded the silence that grew between us.
Yet times like these realli helps me see who are my true friends,those that care.
May
The Beginning:
Full speed ahead into a new environment.Somethin realli new to me.New friends were made,new environment to be adjusted to,everthin is new.It isn’t a small change.It was a major change.
A group project to kick things off in school.Great.Working with ppl who are as blur as i am and yes i enjoyed every part of it.
It was certainly a time when i enjoyed it and i simply could not see what was looming right ahead of me.
June
Leaving On A Jet Plane:
Florida,the other end of the world.Somewhere where i experienced the true meaning of Summer.It was somewhere worth goin to and it is was a memorable experience.There are some things which are simply priceless.And i saw these things in Florida.
Spending time wif Dad was certainly an enjoyable time for me too.Whether it was bowling,golf,or simply navigating the car from Tampa to Orlando,it was very enjoyable.
Primer2,the other end of Singapore.Something which i experienced the true meaning of Rushed.Because of my departure to the other side,things had to be rushed to the max.Til then,i never realli pushed myself dat hard in somethin dat does not involve music.
Still i learnt that i should never leave Singapore during a Semester break.
July
Friend Or Foe:
Ever since i left dat group of ppl in class.We hardly talked.To one of them at least.Why i left dat clique:to spend more time with my family.
Family or Friends,we have to noe when to create free time for both parties.Both are equally important and one can easily neglect the other party.This ultimately leads to priorities….Have you prioritised ur time?
Hello my friends….how have u been?
August
Crazy Nights:
A trip to Malacca with a bunch of people whom i avoided at dat period of time,and a bunch of ppl i hardly talked to.The result:new friends made.Just loosening the tensions up and have fun filled nights is somethin which everyone needs,somethin which realli de-stressed ourselves.
Things that you think you have to survive through may end up being things u wish they never ended.
And until now,these new bonds are lasting.Crazy?I call them Worthwhile.
September
A Mental Symphony:
The month where another group of ppl enter my life for they share the same passion as me:music.
While i commit myself further into making music with them,i absorb other genres of music into my mind.It became a time where every genre i enjoyed simply collided within me.In the process,i found even more friends,even more music,even more memories.
And i found myself in a huge mess.
October
Absent Without Leave:
I found myself in a spot where i had too many things in my hands and i had too little time.
I began neglecting family again.I began skipping lectures.Why?Because i was afraid.Afraid dat they would not understand.Afraid to leave something which i practiced hard for.Afraid to leave the people who shared the same passion as me.Afraid to leave the people whose passion brought me to my knees.
Sometimes,one simply has to let go.I have finalli learnt that.
November
Death Whispered A Lullaby:
One more year older.One more year til my death.
Sometimes things might turn out betta than expectations.Sometimes the bright side of every story is simply glaring at you………Sometimes we juz have to sit back and appreciate and enjoy what comes by.Sometimes we juz hav to find the bright side of everything.Sometimes we juz hav to be appreciative wif whatever we have now.Being it somethin materialistic or somethin within you.
Sometimes expectations are good.
December
The Fall Within:
Expectations-they kill you.
After a disappointing xmas season for me,i never realli picked myself up.
Or is it because i refuse to pick myself up?
A year has passed.I have learnt many things in life.I have learnt to love,learnt to hate,learnt to accept,learnt to reject,learnt to live with it,learnt to deal with it.
But am i applying these things to my life?
2007 is virtually gone,my friends.What hav u done this year?Or has it all gone to waste?
2008 is less than 3 hours away.Is it juz gonna be juz another year?Or will it be an impactful one?
Toodles.
Tick Tock Tick Tick Tock…………
Adam 