An excerpt from the email conversation between Isabel and I.
“I hate not doing anything, cos when I don’t do anything, I start to think. I get reminded of all the things in the past when all my friends let me down one way or another. And they don’t apologize. I get so mad, the build up within me is insane. All of this happening while I’m just like, waiting for a bus. All this anger and sorrow and despair for someone can be so great most of the time I just want to end my life. Death is like the only way I can just get rid of these emotions. Seriously Isabel, I want to die, or maybe even kill myself. So many times I wish you were here in Singapore.”