Do You Fear Them?/World Of Glass

Do You Fear Them?

My eyes have widened.

I’m enlightened.

These doors are open and I’ve awakened.

Into the light.

Never shall I fear thee again.

 

Ok i wrote that on the spot.

 

Interim Review coming.Seems very unimportant once you look at life at a bigger scale.

 

Toodles.

 

World Of Glass-Tristania

All you ever wanted
All that you desire
Walk the line with me
I’ll take you higher
I feel your body shake
Put me on fire
All you ever wanted…
All that you desire…
Who’s the prey
What’s the play
God created
Stay with me
We are the ones God hated

I’m a falling stone in a world of glass
I’m a ticking bomb with a smiling mask

Can you ever let go?

I’ll play you like a violin
…stay…
You will be queen
I will be king
I’ll chase your scary monsters
On the run
With me you are safe
I’m in control

I’ll fulfil all your dreams
Every fantasy
I will be
What you need
Satisfaction guaranteed

Can you see them?
Can you hear them?
Can you feel them?
Do you fear them?

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Of Life And Time/Wither

Of Life And Time

‘The purpose of life is a life of purpose’

 

But what on earth is the purpose?

 

Stupid quotes that don’t answer me.

 

When we all are too stuck in our own worries,the schoolwork,the most trivial or materialistic things in life,time seems to pass by damn fast doesn’t it?But once you think about what you really want in life,the meaning of it and all,time just crawls like a snail.

 

Seriously,all you people are just so,cruel to me.

 

Oh how i long for my last breath.

 

Yea you people are probably reading this and just feeling very apathetic and don’t really care right.Well you readers suck then.

 

As i crossed the road home just now,i gazed upon the distant cars shining their small lights at me.Knowing they won’t reach me in time,i crossed and repeatedly muttered ‘C’mon,kill me!’ under my breath.

 

I may not survive this,literally.

 

wake up, wake up:
there’s an angel in the snow
look up, look up:
it’s a frightened dead boy
with so much hate, such bad dreams.

 

Toodles.

 

Wither-Dream Theater

Let it out, let it out
Feel the empty space
So insecure
Find the words
And let it out

Staring down, staring down
Nothing comes to mind
Find the place
Turn the water into wine

But I feel I’m getting nowhere
And I’ll never see the end

So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me

Turn it on
Turn it on
Let the feelings flow
Close your eyes
See the ones you used to know

Open up open up
Don’t struggle to relate
Lure it out
Help the memory escape
Still this barrenness consumes me
And I feel like giving up

So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me

I wither
And give myself away

Like reflections on the page
The world’s what you create

I drown in the hesitation
My words come crashing down
And all my best creations
Burning to the ground
The thought of starting over
Leaves me paralyzed

Tear it out again
Another one that got away

I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear

I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me
I wither
And give myself away

Like reflections on the page
The world’s what you create

The world’s what you create
Let it out, let it out

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To You/JC2-Basic Design?/Tiet/MIP

To You

Please remedy my confusion
And thrust me back to the day
The silence of your seclusion
Brings night into all you say

 

JC2-Basic Design

JC2 is over for me.I had mixd reactions about my design concept of an urban oasis,but just because everyone’s one is so fanciful with a different layout on every floor does not mean that my stab at basic design and simplicity is BORING.I-Jin and Dennis liked my presentation,Dennis wanted to better my design,but Gareth thought otherwise for the shape of the building.I’m actually pretty confused lah,as in i get what everyone was trying to say,but i don’t know what to do from here.Graaa.

 

But it’s over,and yay.

 

The same four of us went to watch Harry Potter after that.Nice.=)

 

Followed Chun Ming to buy books and he accompanied me to play pool.It was a rather good day overall.

 

Tiet

Zu Huai,Winson and I went to jam at Tiet on Friday.We did the same songs plus Beautiful Love-The Afters and a rock verison of Nobody-Wonder Girls (HAHAHAHA).It was actually pretty good.The studio was pretty pleasant too.The bass ample was a simple but good one.It handled the sound of my Ibanez 6-string rather well.We’re gonna jam this friday again!=)

 

MIP

MIP bunch for both Fuel and Halmm are pretty on.The Fuel people kinda mingled well,Benedict was being very hyper and just well,making himself remembered definitely hahaha.The games were pretty fun and all.The beef at the bbq was to tough,but everything else was good.All was good,all was well.I left at 11pm and waited damn long for the bus.I was cursing and swearing and was asking God why did he have to do this to me,make me wait for so long when i felt my stomach getting weird.But anyway the bus came.It was 855,followed by 980.From far 855 seemed rather crowded,so i decided to take 980.But when 855 stopped at the bus stop,it was actually not that crowded,same as 980.So i should have just boarded 855 anyway right?Somehow i chose not to,but to take 980.And lo!I met Marianne on the bus.There was actually no more seats,but she gave me her seat since she was alighting at the next stop.So i met a friend,and got a seat.Ah,God is weird.=)

 

I got a new bass for MIP.His name is Terrence.There’s a new tenor in the form of Bernard Sew and 2 new altos,one Rebecca and one Cheryl,who shared that when she was a baby she turned blue haha.They seem rather okay lah.Quite onz,especially new bass guy.Hope he stays though,no wait,hope everyone stays.Night prac was a little dry,but such nights happen,so it was okay,did not mind it.I burst out talking non stop at Rachel after night prac.You see this is what happens when there’s hardly anyone for me to talk to,i just burst out whenever i can.

 

There are a few friends i want to meet up,and a few among them whom i just want to sit and talk with.

 

Toodles.

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DARCH BBQ Part2/Sakae Sushi

DARCH BBQ Part2

Suddenly my blog is infested with pictures.

 

More photos from the Barbeque.

 

 

Happy happy people.

 

Sakae Sushi

EVERYONE!!I SUBMITTED MY JC2 SUBMISSION ALREADY!!!!!

 

So for now i can breathe for awhile.

 

Went Sakae Sushi after submission with Cheryl,Zu Huai and Winson.Ate the buffet there.Honestly i’ve not been there much ever since i fell in love with Sushi Tei,but it’s decent lah,for a cheaper price at least.Just a little disappointed with the seawed on the sushi.Desserts and green tea were GOOD!!!

 

Ok photos and i’m off to shit out my sushi.

 

Another example of the water feature i’m gonna use for my design.

 

Toodles!

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DARCH BBQ Part1/Return To Church

DARCH BBQ Part1

Thursday was sorta the end of quarantine(who cares anyway?) so we had a bbq.Honestly it’s the biggest turnout ever for a class bbq.13 people haha.But it was really nice and all.How the whole class can bond so easily.Lezlie,Brandon,Claire,Mou,Winson,Chun Ming,Syaffiq,Amirul,Jin Liu,Song Xi,Wensheng,Wensheng’s gf turned up for a rather good night.There was a red moon in the sky too.A true sight to behold.

 

The classic faces here would be Winson’s and Song Xi’s.Hahaha.

 

Return To Church

Ah,when was the last time i actually blogged about church?

 

After a break from church activities and people last week,i went back to Fuel yetserday.It was fun and all,the reflection thing was really thought provoking and a little heart wrenching at times for me.But it was good,it made me aware.Oh speaking of aware,i spoke to I-Jin about my design ytd and now it’s so much better! 😀

 

Unfortunately i had to leave early cos i had to rush work ytd.I slept at 5am,woke up at 10am,and continued work haha.

 

Met Luke at 3plus to chit chat before choir today(i’m not the only one returning to church aye).It was really great chatting with him again and all.Kinda missed him and his antiques.Haha.Choir turnout today was quite super.We kinda sang well.The Summons ending weird though,the sops like zao siaed and ran out of breath liddat hahaha.Today was Bible Sunday,maybe i shoud really read the bible on my own instead of relying on Fuel and mass to read the passages.There were a few interesting books for sale outside the main church too.

 

Dinner with Crystal at Retro Cafe.Did i ever tell u how worth it their food is?!

 

Meeting at night was……okay.Father Gerard walked in at the end and it was like a mass discussion and i was like damn bored since i don’t really understand whatever they were talking about fully.Blame me for the ignorance too lah.

 

Zoo outing on Tuesday has been postponed.=( Intead i’m gonna meet up with Geri.

 

I’m tired,but i need to colour my plans.Toodles.

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ARCH1N1 Part2/Polish Beauty/Versailles

ARCH1N1 Part2

More photos from the KL trip.

 

 

These photos are from Stefan and Gareth.Stefan may be particular about copyright and stuff,so please respect his works and not steal them thanks!

 

Polish Beauty

Was browsing through dA as usual when i chanced upon this model.

 

 

Wow.Stunning.

 

Versailles

I downloaded a J-Rock album.Adam downloaded a J-Rock album.!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@???????????????

 

It’s actually a J-Metal album.The band is Versailles.Got introed by Lezlie.Really good stuffs man.Go listen!!!

 

 

Toodles.

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ARCH1N1 Part1/Alternate Take

ARCH1N1 Part1

Ok so as many of you know,i got quarantined from thanks to the KL trip.If you don’t,well,msn me and i’ll tell you why.

 

Pictures from the trip,not in choronological order.

 

These photos are from the wonderful eyes of Lanzi,Cheryl,Winson,Mou and myself! I just picked the nicer ones off their photo albums.

 

Alternate Take

Ok here’s another vid from the recording day with Crystal 2 weeks back.I was damn bored ytd,so i uploaded this for fun.All the mistakes are kinda amusing,

 

  http://www.facebook.com/v/114356988856

 

Toodles.

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