Wasted

Wasted

Been feeling really lazy to blog these days.I feel as if my entire hols is being wasted as it pasts by right before my eyes.This hols is really precious to me yet i’m just lazing at home everyday not doing anything.Yes i know i could have worked this hols.I dunno why but i don’t really ask people out?And no one really asks me out,so yea.I hope there’s Fuel this Friday.

 

F1 was rather spectecular (on TV).I hardly watch it.I think everyone knows the excitable parts of it so i won’t really mention since i’m sure everyone is sick of it,me at least.

 

I’m determined to buy that Finnish travel book.

 

Toodles.

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Beta House/Two Winters Only

Beta House

Lol so i ended up my pretty dull day watching American Pie Beta House.I realise,all the spin offs of AP are really rubbish,but it makes it up for more good humour haha.Something liddat la.

 

Meghan Heffern is HAWT!!!!!

 

Haha ok i’m out.Toodles.

 

Two Winters Only-My Dying Bride

What is it you hope for, even though you are dying?
And even though life is closing your tiny eyes
Why did I leave them all?
I should be with them to die in the same place
The pain I think, should go on forever. For always
But no. Not mine. Not now. My life now begins

Call me what you will, but I’ll die for no man, at all
My limbs and the life that spreads from them
Cross my path and you’ll suffer like no man before, at all
What I hunger for, is the trial of God

For just two winters only did we live for
My God. What have you become? Dear, dear lord

We could have changed the world, had you been here with me.
Right now
Held you in my arms. In my arms, my love
Jesus wept so man could live forever on earth. In peace
But my tears. They fall for you. Only you

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Näkymätön

Näkymätön

Sigh i don’t know if anyone will ever totally understand me when i say i feel invisible.

 

Today was a great day with the choir though stupid thoughts filled up my mind again.This isn’t how i expected it to be when i thought about it 3 years back.I really don’t know what to say about it now.Why do stuffs u aren’t even 100% for.Ahhhh i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno laaaa.

 

I’m just feeling so distraught now.

 

Näkymätön,that’s a pretty neat name for myself.

 

Help.=(

 

Toodles.

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Last/Macs/My Sassy Girl/SMV

Last

Zheng Yi>Family>Geri>Clement>Foursome.

 

Was supposed to have my last Sushi Tei voucher with Isabel actually,but she pang seh-ed me on Saturday and i was a little too impatient to wait for her to free.So i asked Chun Ming along,who brough the other 2 as well haha.It’s like us 4 these days.I had the same stuffs.Chun Ming had soba,Claire had some salad (as usual) and Brandon had some…..don.Can’t remember which one.

 

Icekimo was pretty neat after that.I had a well made Nutella Shake while the rest shared an Iceberg.Whoosh they could barely finish it.Makes me and Geri look truimphant.Haha.

 

That was all i ate that Thursday.I had ice milo for dinner.

 

Macs

When u have a jam-packed Friday,it’s hard to believe u did this and that at the start of the day eh haha.Well i went for lunch with Angie ytd.It was a pretty enjoyable lunch i must say.Our topics have changed from random to gearing up for her departure haha.I went for lunch feeling really really hungry but i could barely finish my meal.And yes,like thursday,that was the only meal i had that day.Something’s really wrong with me these days.I seem so disgusted by food?!Queer.

 

My Sassy Girl

Travelled to Vivo after that to meet up with Zheng Yi.Thought i saw Eunice Ng,but i definetly saw Marianne Chan.Haha like me,she’s enjoying her poly hols hahaha.ANYWAY!Watched My Sassy Girl with Zheng Yi,he always makes me watch romance movies with him haha.It’s a really good movie la.I like Elisha Cuthbert!!!!!!!!!!!And her character is pretty neat too.Lots of twists in the story and suff.Like Zheng Yi said,the colours are awesome.Aiya,read his blog la.The link’s on the left.

 

SMV

2nd best concert of the year.

 

WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW.

 

Haha Stanely Clarke makes Amir seem like a noob.

 

I can’t say much for myself since i’m not into the jazz funk thing,but they were really awesome and crazy.Not surprising they had a standing ovation.The only downside was i failed to get their autographs.They cut off the queue just a few people before me.

 

So ytd was a really great day.

 

Thanks Angie for the nice lunch.

Thanks Zheng Yi for the movie and the aftermath.

Thanks Namie for your Muffin of Doom.

Thanks SMV for a killer performance.

Thanks conscience for reminding me of the people i wished were with me ytd.

Thanks heart for staying with Fuel in church ytd.

 

Toodles.

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Ehkä

Ehkä

Ehkä hän on oikeassa, minä rakastan sinua.

Ehkä olen vain kuvitella asioita.

Ehkä voisimme puhua tästä.

Ehkä minun pitäisi kertoa teille, miten minusta tuntuu.

 

Toodles.

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Aurora Borealis

Aurora Borealis

An Aurora Borealis in Finland.

I may be going to Finland next year=)

 

Bought a new Wii game today.Final Fantasy Fables:Chocobo’s Dungeon.Cute game haha.Have to get used to the fighting style.It’s the most fictatious storyline ever though.But it’s stil fun la.Wii-ed almost the entire day again.Urgh.

 

I really don’t see why i must be pressured to get into a relationship.Just saying this after some observance around me.

 

I just can’t get my mind off Finland now.Lapland!!!Helsinki!!!!Aurora Borealis!!!!Speaking suomi to the locals themselves!!!!Santa Claus perhaps?Haha.It’s not a confirm thing though,just a possibility that i may be going.

 

I can’t get my mind off Vibeke Stene again thanks to someone who mentioned her to me.=(

 

SMV this friday here i come!!!!

 

Toodles.

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Weekend

Weekend

While part of my Saturday plans was disappointedly cancelled,Sunday went really smoothly.Saturday saw me at Yishun with Jarad in the morning jamming with just a keyboard and a violin and singing rubbish songs like,Yoshi loves riding on Mario and alot of rubbish about Guavas.Was able to spend more time there since lunch was cancelled(postponed i hope) so it was prety fun.

 

Choir was okay,the pizzas and stuff after that was prety nice.Not awesome,nice=).Icekimo after night prac was pretty fun.Alot of photos i dunno why but yea alot of photos.

 

I guess i over-reacted.

 

Sunday,helped Jarvis out for the yellow ribbon thingy and most of the morning was spent watchhing Whose Line on the huge wall in the youth room.Milli came to pass me all the seasons minus 8 too!YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.Lunch and closure with Fuel and Jarvis was pretty brilliant too.Good day.Parents bought Wii too.Playing alot of Mario Kart though i prefer it on the DS still.

 

I got some photos from Saturday,but i guess i shall just upload them later?

 

I dunno if i should wait for her to be free or should i just use my last Sushi Tei voucher with someone else.Hmmmmmm…

 

Toodles.

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To The Moon And Back

To The Moon And Back

No i’m not putting lyrics of that Savage Garden song.It’s just how my day has been today.

 

Well it started off with the surprise thing for Andrew’s birthday.Initially felt pretty weird cos they were mostly CJ people.Saw familiar faces like Daniel Ng,Andre and Yong Chao.At Andrew’s place,was talking mostly with the Fuel people and Uncle Greg,from random stuffs to serious stuffs.Overall it seemed pretty enjoyable.

 

Dinner with Anthony(thanks for accompanying me the whole day!) and Bryan.Bryan gave me alot of info on fencing,which really enlightened me!Movie with Fuel after that and we watched Waterboys which was really hilarious.Was a really good movie la.Monkeyed around in the youth room before leaving for home with my head up in space.But listening to songs like Cease To Exist really brought it back to earth.And i’m getting a ‘reluctant’ response over something which makes me wonder if i’m worrying and dreading all this while for no reason if the other party does not even really bother at all.I think i think too much.But still it’s one example of how i feel invisible.

 

So after a brilliant fun day,i’ve become invisible again.

 

Too frail…to take your pain away.

 

Toodles.

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Bequeathed/Second Last

Bequeathed

Ok such entries are rare now thanks to school,but i composed a song 2 days back.I guess it’s my 1st goth metal attempt?Yea.Influences would come from Tristania’s Opus Relinque,Lethean River and Nightwish’s Wanderlust.Abit of Dream Theater vibe too.So yea,it clocks up 5:04mins.

 

Not my best work,but it’s catchy in a way or two.=P

 

Second Last

Zheng Yi>Family>Geri>Clement.

 

Had Sushi Tei with Clement ytd and well we have not hung out for quite awhile,so pretty fun meeting up eh.Had our bubble tea then went to sushi tei.I had Niku Ramen he had Chasyu Ramen and desserts were Pino and Coffee Balls as usual.We even went to Icekimo after that for a nice banana split.Chatted alot la the entire day.Headed to AMK Hub after that for some pool.I thrashed Clement in 9 ball pool 1st to 5.I won 5-0.But for our 2 8ball games,he won both.The girl playing beside our table was weaing this freaking miniskirt man.Not exactly a good idea to wear that for pool?While aiming for the 15ball,i’m really sure i saw the ball move man.Freaky.

 

Gonna use up my last Sushi Tei voucher soon.And and, i can’t wait for Sunday!!!=P

 

Toodles.

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3 Years Back

3 Years Back

 

Haha you won’t even guess that i’m inside right.i’m 3rd from right.The one with the shitass short hair.Haha choir was much much more fun as compared to now.When Marianne(dancing) was inside still.Antaeus still hung out.Stella and Cynthia were still singing with us.Well i guess things pretty much changed drastically when Marianne left early last year.Ah!Oh well.

 

Btw this came from Nicole Siew’s Facebook.So check her albums out for really cuckoo looking me haha.

 

Toodles.

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