I Want You To Caress Me Like A Tropical Priest

I Want You To Caress Me Like A Tropical Priest

Lol Crystal showed this to me last night.Funniest shit ever this year.And Benny Lava and Ken Lee are forgotten man.

 

 

Submission tomorrow!!!!But hey,i’m already done=)

 

Toodles.

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Chinese New Year/Darkness Embraces

Chinese New Year

Well i have not blogged often this month,so i shall blog again and attempt to liven up this msn space which has been around for quite awhile.

 

I managed to print my JC4 boards last friday.Honestly i don’t feel confident about them at all.I just don’t.There isn’t much i can do or could do,but i just have a really really bad feeling.I’m left with my model and i’ve finished 1 storey,meaning one more storey plus facade.Should be able to finish in time.Graa.I just realised i am not looking forward to JC4 submission,but after my JC4 crit.

 

I miss my close friends whom i have not talked to for a very long while.=(

 

Well today is chinese new year and it’s really nice to see everyone again,especially the AWesome family.Left 4 Dead and Crimson Skies were fun,and so was Mario Kart.I’m looking forward to CNY day 2=)

 

Darkness Embraces

I know it’s not me to go on ranting about some emo-ness which i usually deter,but sometimes i don’t even know if what i’m feeling is emo-ness or not.Despite having people around me,be it family or friends,i still feel this loneliness inside me.I don’t exactly know why,but i think what i’m lacking in my life,is warmth.Not even my parents give me that warmth i need.Those friends whom i know will be able to are somehow hard to contact/talk to these days.I feel rather alone,thrown into the cold winter night.

 

Everyone longs for that perfect thing even though it may be impossible.I myself am not left out.I do long for that someone,i don’t mean life partner.But someone who is strong and can affirm me.Someone who understands me and is willing to listen and talk to me.Graa,i think i try too hard too.And i think too hard.All these shit problems around me,i’m sure 75% are created by my own thoughts.

 

Need to do something about it.=/

 

Gong Xi Fa Cai everyone anyway!Toodles.

 

The winter moon bewail you too.

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Dusk

Dusk

The atmosphere these days don’t seem to be too bright.Be it friends,or even myself.

 

I pray that things will be okay for my friends and that things will work out.

 

One friend is busy in Anderson JC.

One friend is busy in Innova JC.

One friend is busy in NS.

One friend is seldom on msn to chat.

One friend is too busy with love to hang out.

One friend is not as close anymore.

One friend is not my friend anymore.

 

Sigh,at times like these,i start to feel really really really lonely.

 

Oh well.Toodles.

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This Is A Weary Hour

This Is A Weary Hour

So busy.So tired.

 

I am super unproductive at home.Urgh.I opened up my Cadding file to continue my work after dinner but i have not really done anything yet.At this rate i will not be able to print my 8 A1 boards before Chinese New Year DDDD:

 

I did alot of work these days in school.Stayed til 7pm ytd and 6pm today to do as much work as i could.Speaking of which,the usual 4 dinnered opposite Vivo City last night where i had good Ban Mian and Milo Dinosaur which include a lychee inside.Hmm.Chun Ming brought us to see the National Geographic shop which is really really lovely.Lots of interesting stuffs and the photos are AMAZING.I think everyone should pay a visit there one day.Next tuesday dinner-WISMA!!!

 

I’m still in need of more music,be it Sarah McLachlan,Time Requiem,Evil Masquerade or Tristania.Sirenia’s new album,The 13th Floor is coming out Janurary23rd and i think i’m gonna get it.Ailyn’s pretty good actually.Oh and she’s hot,so that’s a plus point for me lol.New eye candy for me now that Vibeke is gone.

 

She looks much hotter in the music vid. *drools (nah kiddin)*

 

I’m officially going to have no life for the whole of January.Oh and just in case u don’t believe i’m actually doing work in school.

 

Rock on,everyone.Toodles!

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Once Upon A Memory Part1/Jamming/Once Upon A Memory Part2/Peanut Butter Cookie

Once Upon A Memory Part1

Thanks to my lack of updates,the blog entries are gonna be longer than usual hahaha.

 

Thursday was my MDR crit which turned out pretty okay though now i got tons of work to do.I met Zheng Yi after that and we went to St Gabs to makan Sally’s Noodle LOL.But we also visited teachers lah like Ms Pan!!Oh we finally chatted up with Miss Ong too much to our happiness.As usual i got suanned by her and kena whack by her.After all these years still the same eh LOL.She’s still a great form teacher haha.

 

I don’t have any photos though i wished i took some come to think of it.I visited the Band too and alot of new new ppl.Mr Lin remembers me haha and says i look like Beethoven O_o"

 

Jamming

So back to current school on Friday.Did work for like 5 mins haha then we went jamming.I find we’re getting better!!We jammed alot of Muse songs alongside others like Coldplay,Nirvana and Oasis.We got abit high at times and i started doing my growling shit for Starlight and all LOL.Cheryl tagged along and took nice photos (of me)!!!!Thanks alot haha.=D

 

Just in case u wondering who i jammed with….

 

Sant-Vocals

Zu Huai-Guitars

Winson-Drums

Adam-Bass/Vocals

 

I think overall Supermassive Black Hole is our best best song haha.

 

 

Once Upon A Memory Part2

Felt damn tired after that so i went home to take a nap.Woke up and headed to East Coast for………..2E4 BBQ OUTING!!!!!!!!!

 

It was fun.Really really fun.Even Xing Han came down leh!!!Our beloeved sec1 form teacher and our teacher in 2E4 too=DD

 

It was great to see many old faces again and Shawn was mentioning to me how amazing it is that we still meet up and keep in touch,so much that almost the whole class was in the know of this outing,whether they could make it or not.It was really a night worth remembering.5 years already and just look where we are now.=)

 

 

Oh my bus broke down along the ECP highway on the way home -_-"

 

Peanut Butter Cookie

Nothing much today other than having to rush my work =((

 

Had lunch with Rachel at Subway.Interesting topics ensued during our chit chat.Fun to talk to her lah hahahaha.

 

I ate my beloeved Subway Peanut Butter Cookie today too!

 

Bought new bass picks too,i left my pick at the jamming studio on Tuesday.Urgh.

 

Mass was okay.Dinnered at Dino.Night prac was interesting cos we did a few interesting songs with nice bass parts.Gotta love singing man.I’d easily choose singing over bass guitar anytime man.Lalalala.

 

Ok i need to rush my work.Gots shitloads to say actually but oh well.Some other time.Toodles!

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With Swords Drawn,Held High

With Swords Drawn,Held High

Hyvää iltapäivää.

 

3 and a half more weeks til Joint Crit 4 DDDDDDDDDDDDD=

 

I opened up my Viz 3D program ytd and guess what i forgot how to use it lol.I’m getting the hang of it again lah so not so bad.I managed to change most of what i wanted to change.Left a few glass panels here and there and edit the materials.

 

Then i’ll be finalising plans and importing them to Photoshop.THEN,colour them,arrange them.OH YEA still must do up INTERIOR VIEW.Crazy ass shit.

 

Hmm,actually,JC4 seems quite managable eh.LOL.

 

EH shit going to be late for Gems.Toodles.

 

I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison

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(We Live And Die Without) Hope/The Call

(We Live And Die Without) Hope

There’s really nothin much to talk about these days,other than outing with Joshua Chong which was pretty fun=D So i shall let u read what i’ve been thinkin about these days.

 

Well i chatted with JiamJiam 2 nights ago.It was one of the 1st things i did in 2009 actually.And we had a pretty thorough discussion.I told her that hope was only an illusion,and that i don’t believe in it.And unexpectedly,Regina Grace actually challenged that.She managed to twist me with a few questions and it turns out i still hope after all.And i had no answer as to why back then.I’ve been thinkin about it,and i think,i think,i still think it’s just an illusion.But really and honestly,it’s something which comforts me still no matter what.Even if it does not exist,even if it’s fictional,it’s good enough to keep me consoled through all the bad times,and just keep me sane.It’s crazy,don’t you think?Relying so much on a non-existent thing to keep you alive.

 

So right now,i’m just hoping for the best.I hope that i’ll live through 2009.I’ve got a hunch this year will be disastrous,so let’s hope that won’t happen.

 

In other news,i found a song which describes 2008 as a whole for me.I had it for 6 months and yet i did not pay attention to it until now.The lyrics are just so beautiful and meaningful.It’s not even poetic,it’s quite straightforward but yet it hits me well.Here’s the lyrics for it.

 

Toodles.

 

The Call-Regina Spektor

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye

You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye..

Now we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they’re before your eyes

You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..

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Oh,Take Me Back To The Start

Oh,Take Me Back To The Start

So Happy New Year 2009 to all.

 

I’m actually mourning the loss of 2008 instead of celebrating the arrival of 2009.But hey,better times to come haha.

 

Toodles.

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