These Mournful Years
So 2010 ends. I have not thought about any year end conclusion or review this time. Has this year been a good one? A better one as compared to 2009? I’m really not sure myself. I am in no position to judge my life anymore, since everyone else is judging it for me.
Honestly, there are only a few impactful things that happened this year. But certainly, these are things that changed me.
The falling out of a friendship. Of someone whom I had placed all my trust. It was as heartbreaking as my breakup years ago. Things change, we move one. We can only wish for better times and memories which only linger on inour memories. Things certainly are better now, but it certainly will never ever go back to how it was.
Grottesca. This is honestly the 1st time I accepted an invitation to join a band for I usually turn such invitations down. I guess Grottesca has helped me expand my musical boundaries and has made me more daring. Bonding with Lezlie in the band as well. Even getting to know awesome people like Jude and Davelle. I certainly have no regrets accepting the invitation by Han. How long will I stay in this, I don’t know. Nevertheless, my decision itself to join this band is a good one.
Page One. Honestly this was the highest point in my life ever. It’s not everywhere you get to work with awesome people and stuff. I had a pretty awesome boss Nawal (He just smsed me wishing me happy new year lololol) and really awesome colleagues. Marcus, Lin, Chyi, Lydia, Natalie, just to name a few out of the many people. I learnt many things there. It was pretty sad that it was all taken away from me thanks to NS. Still, thanks everyone for the fun times, the fun memories and the skills I acquired. I need to hang out with you guys soon!
NS. It’s a struggle, really. Despite passing out soon, despite the privelages and everything. It’s still hard. Very hard. I keep telling myself that it could be worse. But it still doesn’t make me stop being miserable and having to try to put on a brave front and happy face everyday. Already my face itself is very sad looking.
Many other things have happened as well. Photography with Marianne and Samantha. Perth trip, Fuel Retreat, Hokkaido Trip. Passion’s Grace recording with Nicole, Gabriel, Marianne and Stacie. Graduation and the D&D. I don’t know how to thank everyone in this post for the memories. I just want you to know that you have played a part as well.
Thanks everyone.
Passion’s Grace is on a few months break now. I’m working on my doom metal project, Blessed Days of Anaesthesia, with Jude Kang on guitars and hopefully growls as well.
Take care everyone, short year end entry this year.
These mournful years will live to die.
Toodles.
Adam 