Dun ask me why.I juz feel bad…………………………
My mental unrest,My outbreak of hysteria,it’s here..The Nightmare Of Winter……..
Archive for October, 2006
I feel bad
Posted in Uncategorized on October 31, 2006| Leave a Comment »
Dance til your heart stops bleeding
Posted in Uncategorized on October 29, 2006| Leave a Comment »
Hey ppl.Sry for not blogging for da past few days.Heh.I’m hardly online now since O levels are a week away onli!!!Hahaz.Oso da moment i go online i compose,so ya hav not blogged for awhile.Hehez….
And yes,my efforts did not go to waste.I composed a new song!!It’s an 8:03 min long instrumental called The Nightmare Of Winter.It’s basically da same riff as Misery Symphony,but i juz made it heavier.Hahaz yea….If u wanna hear it juz ask me hehez…………
Other then dat….for those who are realli freakin stressed up rite now,u might wanna consider a half-day break.Now’s not da time to fall ill unless ur prelims results are damn good!!!Yea…And to those who are heartbroken,down or in a state of mental unrest,juz dance.It helps.juz dance til your heart stops bleeding.=))
Will blog again soon i promise!!!!!!Toodles.
Tired blah blah blah
Posted in Uncategorized on October 22, 2006| Leave a Comment »
Waaaa study study study da whole day!!!!!!!!Can die mann…………
Pre-Olevel days are pretty da same for me.It’s like u’re reliving da same day over and over again,juz dat u’re smsing diff ppl…….I can’t wait til O levels end,eh wait,who doesn’t man?????Everyday will be a happy day with few worries.Yea……Haiz………In exactly a week’s time u’ll see smiles on my face!!!!!!I seriously can’t wait to end my misery.My depression has seeped to 5days….onli da occasional highness………
Tues is tuition at 10am..haiz…….wednesday hopefully can study wif Stacie.Oh and staz,juz forget some of da things i told u.I’ve decided to ignore them.Yea….
Oh and in case i can’t blog tml,happy bdae Angie Bong!!!!!!!Ur bdae is da same bdae as my handphone.Tml my fone will be 2 years old..time realli flies man…….Dis fone has seen me been posted to 3E3,seen me through my first relationship and how sourly it ended,seen me go to 4E3,seen me carol,seen me get rejected by 2gals,seen me though my daily misery and it will soon see me through my O levels.I love my Nokia7610.I wun ever but another fone unless i realli realli hav to….
Until then,toodles.
Hollow Years-Dream Theater
Posted in Uncategorized on October 22, 2006| Leave a Comment »
He’s just the kind of man
You hear about
Who leaves his family for
An easy out
They never saw the signs
He never said a word
He couldn’t take another day
You hear about
Who leaves his family for
An easy out
They never saw the signs
He never said a word
He couldn’t take another day
Carry me to the shoreline
Bury me in the sand
Walk me across the water
In the writing of a tired hand
You’ll see the message getting clearer
And maybe you’ll understand
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
(once the stone)
Is lifted off your shoulders
(lifted off)
Once the cloud that’s raining
Over your head disappears
The noise that you’ll hear
Is the crashing down of hollow years
She’s not the kind of girl
You hear about
She’ll never want another
She’ll never be without
She’ll give you all the signs
She’ll tell you everything
Then turn around and walk away
Carry me to the shoreline
Bury me in the sand
(into the waves)
Walk me across the water
In the echoes of a tired voice
You’ll hear the message getting clearer
And maybe you’ll have no choice
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
(once the stone)
Is lifted off your shoulders
(lifted off)
Once the cloud that’s raining
Over your head disappears
The noise that you’ll hear
Is the crashing down of hollow years
Carry me to the shoreline
Bury me in the sand
(into the waves)
Walk me across the water
And maybe you’ll understand
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
Is lifted off your shoulders
Once the cloud that’s raining
Over your head disappears
The noise that you’ll hear
Is the crashing down
(crashing down, crashing down, crashing down)
Crashing down of hollow years
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
Once the stone
You’re crawling under
Science Prac
Posted in Uncategorized on October 19, 2006| Leave a Comment »
Science prac was kinda okay.Pendulum came out!!!hahaz it ws kinda ez.yeah……Oh well….Hope i can pass wel if colours!!!hahaz..
Now at glen’s house chilling out.Was at Toa Payoh and met Janine there.Have not seen her for AGES. hahahahahaz Ah………..
Hav been down and depressed for 3 days liao.Anywayz….here are da songs to listen when u need to cheer up
1)Cure for the itch-Linkin Park
2)Sessions-Linkin Park
3)Silver Strand-The Corrs
4)Angel-The Corrs
5)Six Degrees of inner turbulence-Dream Theater
6)Octavarium-Dream Theater
Listen to these songs and u’ll feel bett.Trust me.
Toodles.
To those who think their liveds are screwed up
Posted in Uncategorized on October 14, 2006| Leave a Comment »
Open Your Eyes-Adam Wesley Aw,Glen Chen,Savin Nair
Looking out the window
Staring into darkness
Thinking of memories
Reminiscing endlessly
Regret goes in circles
Just like a vicious cycle
No clue on what to do
Wishing everything’ll be over soon
Wake up and open you eyes!
Break away these chains
Procrastination’s killing you
Drive it to the grave
Picking up the pace of life
A warm breeze in you face
Fly on your silver wings
As the choir of angels sing
No wall’s to high to climb
No goal’s too far away
You’re just a step away
Just what’s stopping you?
Wake up and open you eyes!
Break away these chains
Procrastination’s killing you
Drive it to the grave
Wake up and open you eyes!
Break away these chains
Procrastination’s killing you
Drive it to the grave
Euphoria,wild hysteria pumping up your veins
Chains broken,what’s history is history
Burn them up in flames!
Euphoria,wild hysteria pumping up your veins
Chains broken,what’s history is history
Burn them up in flames!
Euphoria,wild hysteria pumping up your veins
Chains broken,what’s history is history
Burn them up in flames!
Euphoria,wild hysteria pumping up your veins
Chains broken,what’s history is history
Burn them up in flames!
Looking out the windows
Staring at the meadows
Thinking of memories
Smiling endlessly
Your pride is revived
From the dust and ashes
Sieze the Day!,don’t be afraid
It is worth it all!
Wake up and open you eyes!
Break away these chains
Procrastination’s killing you
Drive it to the grave
Wake up and open you eyes!
Break away these chains
Procrastination’s killing you
Drive it to the grave
My final week in school!!!
Posted in Uncategorized on October 13, 2006| Leave a Comment »
Monday—–Practically another school day.Went to study at Icekimo then went home.Nothin much on monday lah hahaz
Tuesday—–Went to makan wif Aloy,Glen,Joel,Laurent,Jerry then me and Aloy met Stacie to study.Yea..didn’t study much but had an interesting talk.I MUST NOT BE BLUR!!!!!!!
Wednesday—–One of the best days of my life.Pon english after school wif no regrets.Went to SweeLee wif Aloy,Glen and Laurent.I finally found a 5-string bass which i actualli like.A Cort 5-string.Yupz.Then went to Rankings and POOF!!!!!I found my dream bass!!!!!!!The ultimate Carvin 6-string.Very light very good sound very well carved,9.7/10!!!!
Will post a pic below.
Thursday—–Stayed back to prac for grad night mass then makan carrot cake wif Zheng Yi.Wanted to go out,but not ime lah hahahaz.
Friday/Today—–Fri the 13th.Certainly did not live up to it’s date.It was an AWESOME day….After school i went Jammin and Stacie joined us it was totally fun and even she found it fun.Will oso post a pic below.Grad night!!!I played and cantored well,no mistakes.Yupz…..
Didn’t eat buffet cos was lazy to queue -_-"…….Ya now at home.Will post lots of pics below.Ok lah gtg ciaoz…I’m realli happy and yet sad dat my secondary school days are kinda over.Yea……Oh well…..
Toodles!!!!
Sunday
Posted in Uncategorized on October 8, 2006| Leave a Comment »
I’ve decided to let her go from my mind and move along.If she’s not meant for me,she’s not meant for me…..Shared a few words wif Stacie bout it and ya i decided to do so…..I’m still kinda sour right now,but oh welll,truth hurts,gotta live with it….
Our best buds friendship is realli back.Me and Stacie ahahahaz….We’re da crazy ppl who don’t need to drink-we’re alreadi drunk!!!
OH well..Score was awesome and so was da octavarium animation……..
Today went for Exam mass and sang for it.It was okay lah…Father was like ‘have u ever fallen in love?’ and Stacie stared at me.yes yes stacie i noe u noe who i like but dun hav to hint hint to everyone hahahahaz……
I dun even noe if i’m goin to her house tml to study..haiz…………
If i could find you now,things would be better now……..
Toodles
Hmmm
Posted in Uncategorized on October 6, 2006| Leave a Comment »
Nothin much to blog today…dun feel like blogging too hahaz.
shit there’s seriously nothin to blog….
OH i funalli bought Score-Dream Theater.Gonna watch it after wards hahaz.
Um,dat’s about it?
Toodles
Heeheehee
Posted in Uncategorized on October 4, 2006| Leave a Comment »
Went to meet Stacie for lunch on monday(finalli!!!) and aloy tagged along…..We talked bout many things while walking her home including a break up….It realli left me thinkin for quite a while..yea.Anywayz i’m realli glad we met.it has realli brought us much closer like before…yea…..
Someone is visiting our church dis sat.I wonder who……Hmm……
oH well.I passed add maths!!Hahaz..Dat’s about it lah..Lazy to post more now.Muz study too.
Toodles.
Adam 